Friday, November 5, 2010
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Somehow I wish that I could further my studies..... I wish to study actually.. But reasons reasons and reasons happened dat I couldn't do So.. Dont ask me why, I dunno how to answer... What I could say is, everything happen, happened for reasons..
Realised my facebook is too open.. Too many unknown ppl around.. My dear blog is the only place I can tell wut is in my mind.. Knowing ken is the one dat will alwiz support my unknown bloggie.. Thanks.. Lol..
Now i'm back to sales world again.. Means dat i'm back to suffer from depress and stress again.. Not happy.. Moody.. Emotional.. :(
Today I've done a presentation.. But I couldn't close it.. Wondering is dat my skills got problems? But I noe myself did pretty well..? I'm not happy at all.. Everything is not as easy as I think.. And wondering actually is dat the right decision to get back to the sales world..
I dunno dat i'm ready anot.. I dunno dat have I prepared? I just feel not good when I fail to do the things I suppose to..
I just dont want to alwiz原地踏步.. The reasons why I choose to start from beginning again is I want to improve myself and keep moving forward.. I dont want to just stay in the safety zone and do nothing different.. But what can I do.. Really wish to improve myself and gain more knowledge..
Depress.. Today din get to workout.. Stress is still in me,. Must go attend yoga classes more.. Mind and body relax.. Needed it So badly..
Challenge.. Challenges.. Challengesss..
Wish I could go thru..
I can do it..!
Wish me luck..
Realised my facebook is too open.. Too many unknown ppl around.. My dear blog is the only place I can tell wut is in my mind.. Knowing ken is the one dat will alwiz support my unknown bloggie.. Thanks.. Lol..
Now i'm back to sales world again.. Means dat i'm back to suffer from depress and stress again.. Not happy.. Moody.. Emotional.. :(
Today I've done a presentation.. But I couldn't close it.. Wondering is dat my skills got problems? But I noe myself did pretty well..? I'm not happy at all.. Everything is not as easy as I think.. And wondering actually is dat the right decision to get back to the sales world..
I dunno dat i'm ready anot.. I dunno dat have I prepared? I just feel not good when I fail to do the things I suppose to..
I just dont want to alwiz原地踏步.. The reasons why I choose to start from beginning again is I want to improve myself and keep moving forward.. I dont want to just stay in the safety zone and do nothing different.. But what can I do.. Really wish to improve myself and gain more knowledge..
Depress.. Today din get to workout.. Stress is still in me,. Must go attend yoga classes more.. Mind and body relax.. Needed it So badly..
Challenge.. Challenges.. Challengesss..
Wish I could go thru..
I can do it..!
Wish me luck..
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
Body combat class.! =)
Yes! I love combat class..
After all those stupid problems that make me So angry., I decided to join jason k's combat class..
I fight.. I kick .. I punch.. I scream.. After all those kick boxing, muay thai, taekwondo..Released all my anger and stress..
Feel So much better now..
I love body combat class.! =)
After all those stupid problems that make me So angry., I decided to join jason k's combat class..
I fight.. I kick .. I punch.. I scream.. After all those kick boxing, muay thai, taekwondo..Released all my anger and stress..
Feel So much better now..
I love body combat class.! =)
Today my mood already not good.. Den now I'M ANGRY TO THE MAX..!
Dunno how those ppl work one..! Not efficient at all.!
Thought wanna do reason parking at my new working place.. Due to daily parking fees is Freaking expensive! Summore reason parking is not cheap at all.. Wanna give business to them also need to 受他们气! Purposely went to their stupid office to do the paper work.. Den when I arrived there, say need my company offer letter.. Den I brought my employment contract to them.. But then give excuses dunno the person in charge is working or not.. Den call call call.. So called person in charge is in holidays.. Back to home town.. Fine.. Den, only come back ends of the month.. Another person cannot do.. This person need to find another, another find another.. Den need another official letter from company.. He cant do anything.. Just keep giving those Freaking excuses.. Nonsense! Besides than the person in charge, others cannot do meh! No replacement meh?! If the person in charge forever never come back, work no need to do la? If the person die, the company need to close down la.?! Wut nonsense is that.. I'm paying for rm30++ per day leh.. Before they come back from Freaking holidays, I still need to pay So expensive and the pass process still need time to do.. Forever never ending cannot do work!
Not only that side, my company side also.. I just need a employee letter.. But this ask me to find that, that ask me to find that,. Tis say call who who who.. Den who who who says need to ask who who who to send email to who who who.. Who who who says not free and not their job and tis and that.!
I'm enough for all those nonsense EXCUSES.! I'm Angry! I'm on fire..! Grrr! It has been long time I never get angry.. But tis time really cant stand for all those stupid attitude..
I need to cool down! Ppl here are crazy.. I hate it..! Seriously I do!
Angry!
Dunno how those ppl work one..! Not efficient at all.!
Thought wanna do reason parking at my new working place.. Due to daily parking fees is Freaking expensive! Summore reason parking is not cheap at all.. Wanna give business to them also need to 受他们气! Purposely went to their stupid office to do the paper work.. Den when I arrived there, say need my company offer letter.. Den I brought my employment contract to them.. But then give excuses dunno the person in charge is working or not.. Den call call call.. So called person in charge is in holidays.. Back to home town.. Fine.. Den, only come back ends of the month.. Another person cannot do.. This person need to find another, another find another.. Den need another official letter from company.. He cant do anything.. Just keep giving those Freaking excuses.. Nonsense! Besides than the person in charge, others cannot do meh! No replacement meh?! If the person in charge forever never come back, work no need to do la? If the person die, the company need to close down la.?! Wut nonsense is that.. I'm paying for rm30++ per day leh.. Before they come back from Freaking holidays, I still need to pay So expensive and the pass process still need time to do.. Forever never ending cannot do work!
Not only that side, my company side also.. I just need a employee letter.. But this ask me to find that, that ask me to find that,. Tis say call who who who.. Den who who who says need to ask who who who to send email to who who who.. Who who who says not free and not their job and tis and that.!
I'm enough for all those nonsense EXCUSES.! I'm Angry! I'm on fire..! Grrr! It has been long time I never get angry.. But tis time really cant stand for all those stupid attitude..
I need to cool down! Ppl here are crazy.. I hate it..! Seriously I do!
Angry!
Saturday, September 4, 2010
心情日记！
今天心情蛮好的！好久没update my bloggie 了！
休息了一个月，从新上班的第二天，感觉很好！今天上班竟然一点都不塞车，平时上下班都需要用到至少一个小时，今天十五分钟就到达目的地了！红绿灯一直都是绿的，谢谢幸运之神的降临！=)
来到这新地方，虽然没之前的那么熟悉，但这给我很舒服的感觉…昨天第一天上班，但每个人都对我好好，出去吃东西都没丢下我…以前的工作地方是全男的，只有我是女的，而现在是全女的，真的很不一样！
这里的人都好好…每个人看到都会笑笑的…很peaceful的环境！我喜欢！慢慢的喜欢上这里了…
从新踏上我那高高细细根，三寸半高的高根鞋，虽然我比较喜欢我的nike sports shoe… XD
我又开始上班了！真希望会好好的！
休息了一个月，从新上班的第二天，感觉很好！今天上班竟然一点都不塞车，平时上下班都需要用到至少一个小时，今天十五分钟就到达目的地了！红绿灯一直都是绿的，谢谢幸运之神的降临！=)
来到这新地方，虽然没之前的那么熟悉，但这给我很舒服的感觉…昨天第一天上班，但每个人都对我好好，出去吃东西都没丢下我…以前的工作地方是全男的，只有我是女的，而现在是全女的，真的很不一样！
这里的人都好好…每个人看到都会笑笑的…很peaceful的环境！我喜欢！慢慢的喜欢上这里了…
从新踏上我那高高细细根，三寸半高的高根鞋，虽然我比较喜欢我的nike sports shoe… XD
我又开始上班了！真希望会好好的！
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Thursday, July 1, 2010
七月一号，凌晨十二点…
外面下着雨的天空，就好像我心情一样黑暗…
刚刚结束了六月的最后一天，心情崩溃了…我hit不到我的budget…只差三个…如果我再努力一点我就可以做到了…可是现在的我，没有如果…一切过了，也结束了…
感觉我好像一无所有…
我怀疑自己，我的能力就只有到此为止吗？
如果今天是我最后一天，那有多好…但如果是我最后一天，我一定会后悔，遗憾自己没有努力把东西做好…
好想找人说话，但才发现我没有对象可以倾诉…又一次，我的一无所有…
今天我学会对着人欢笑，是很开心的样子…但怎么一个人的时候会感觉如此失落？我想哭却哭不出来…原来，心在流泪…我的心很痛，很痛…
失落，失望，失败…
就好像失去一切，一无所有…
我喘不过气来了…
我很累…真的很累了…好想休息啊…
我不开心…我很伤心…很伤心…
外面下着雨的天空，就好像我心情一样黑暗…
刚刚结束了六月的最后一天，心情崩溃了…我hit不到我的budget…只差三个…如果我再努力一点我就可以做到了…可是现在的我，没有如果…一切过了，也结束了…
感觉我好像一无所有…
我怀疑自己，我的能力就只有到此为止吗？
如果今天是我最后一天，那有多好…但如果是我最后一天，我一定会后悔，遗憾自己没有努力把东西做好…
好想找人说话，但才发现我没有对象可以倾诉…又一次，我的一无所有…
今天我学会对着人欢笑，是很开心的样子…但怎么一个人的时候会感觉如此失落？我想哭却哭不出来…原来，心在流泪…我的心很痛，很痛…
失落，失望，失败…
就好像失去一切，一无所有…
我喘不过气来了…
我很累…真的很累了…好想休息啊…
我不开心…我很伤心…很伤心…
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
sad..
actually tot i'm the one dat wanna resign.. but in the end.. the one dat resigned is my manager, kallon.. very very sad actually..
from the day i become membership consultant.. i noe he has put a lotz of time, efforts, energy in training me.. actually without him, without me today..
i'm someone dat very emotional alwiz.. but he alwiz cheer me up and help me alotz in all my way doing sales..i really appreacite him alot.. i'm glad that when everytime i wanted to give up but he didnt give up me.. thanks for alwiz motivate me and bring me up wen i'm down. show me the light wen i've lost my way.. thankz alotz.
now he want to leave us already.. actually there's no word can express my sadness of his leaving.. he will be working with others fitness club..
i really wish that he will stay here together with us.. but i dont wish to stop him thru his way of success and happiness.. i wish him all the best over there..
truly appreacite u! will miss u alwiz =)
everyone here come and go.. but i'm still here.. haizz.. why leh? >.<
- with sad feeling me -
- waikuen -
from the day i become membership consultant.. i noe he has put a lotz of time, efforts, energy in training me.. actually without him, without me today..
i'm someone dat very emotional alwiz.. but he alwiz cheer me up and help me alotz in all my way doing sales..i really appreacite him alot.. i'm glad that when everytime i wanted to give up but he didnt give up me.. thanks for alwiz motivate me and bring me up wen i'm down. show me the light wen i've lost my way.. thankz alotz.
now he want to leave us already.. actually there's no word can express my sadness of his leaving.. he will be working with others fitness club..
i really wish that he will stay here together with us.. but i dont wish to stop him thru his way of success and happiness.. i wish him all the best over there..
truly appreacite u! will miss u alwiz =)
everyone here come and go.. but i'm still here.. haizz.. why leh? >.<
- with sad feeling me -
- waikuen -
haha..i'm now at CC, typing my bloggie dat i didnt update for long time.. first time.. my colleague, jeffrey brought me here.. coz today no boss, very free.. lolz.. dont laugh at me la.. i really never been to CC before ma..
haizz.. wondering why i only post sad sad things in my blog ar? nothing happy happen in my life recently ar? >.<
oh yea.. got!
on 21st of may, i've my wonderful 21st bday celebration together with my beloved frenz, Joanne leong, siin yan and franciz.. thanks for the present and the early celebration coz i'm going on holidays for my birthday =)
but of coz, wanna wish my dear frenz, siin yan, happy 21st bdaY!!~ now u can went to casino officially.. lolz.. i noe u already been there on the first day of ur bday.. haha.. take me go along next time.. soon..! just 1 more week to go only.. =D
everyday working, really feel very tired.. but, today is the last working day for this month, i am going on leave for my bday.. i'm going to redang together with my colleague, pinky.. haha.. cant wait for that day.. at last i can rest and enjoy.. wanna get tanned like jeffrey dat just back from his holidays at phuket.. =D
21st birthday, HERE I COME..! =)
the first the serving internet in cyber cafe, me,
- waikuen-
=)
haizz.. wondering why i only post sad sad things in my blog ar? nothing happy happen in my life recently ar? >.<
oh yea.. got!
on 21st of may, i've my wonderful 21st bday celebration together with my beloved frenz, Joanne leong, siin yan and franciz.. thanks for the present and the early celebration coz i'm going on holidays for my birthday =)
but of coz, wanna wish my dear frenz, siin yan, happy 21st bdaY!!~ now u can went to casino officially.. lolz.. i noe u already been there on the first day of ur bday.. haha.. take me go along next time.. soon..! just 1 more week to go only.. =D
everyday working, really feel very tired.. but, today is the last working day for this month, i am going on leave for my bday.. i'm going to redang together with my colleague, pinky.. haha.. cant wait for that day.. at last i can rest and enjoy.. wanna get tanned like jeffrey dat just back from his holidays at phuket.. =D
21st birthday, HERE I COME..! =)
the first the serving internet in cyber cafe, me,
- waikuen-
=)
Saturday, May 15, 2010
前几天鼓起勇气走进老板室里跟老板说过我要辞职，昨天走进老板办公室里，终于把辞职信拿给我老板了…我双手拿着信给他，他也双手接起我的信，突然间有心跳加速的感觉，双眼看着他就这样把我的辞职信给撕了！丢进垃圾桶里！突然间看着他，天啊，这是怎么一回事？当场傻掉…
之前同事们一直都不相信，包括我自己也不相信…以为我玩玩罢了，想不到我真的敢敢丢信了…哈哈…
也许我原因说服不了我老板放人吧…也许是我工作表现？不知道…我真的真的很累了…精神和身体都很累…每天工作从早到晚…也许我得到的工钱不少…现在的我什么都不缺…要什么，喜欢些什么，我都有能力，有本事自己买…唯一缺的就是时间…每天想着如果我有多几小时睡觉，那该多好……
在这里工作，越来越找不到方向…没日没夜，每一天都一样…真的越来越不知道为了什么…值得吗？
有时真的很羡慕，我所有的朋友同学都还在读书学习…只有我在工作…但有时他们却看好我的生活，可以靠自己，从不愁吃穿…其实我们都你看我好，我看你好罢了…各有各的辛苦和困难…只是我们的时间用在不同的方面罢了……
除了迷惘，还是迷惘…
信是给了…也给撕了…老板撕了以后就这样笑笑的离开了…天啊，这是什么一回事？答案呢？？就这样结束？！？我留下？到底怎么了？意义又是什么？
我不明白……
HaizZ....
- the blur blur confused me -
-waikuen-
之前同事们一直都不相信，包括我自己也不相信…以为我玩玩罢了，想不到我真的敢敢丢信了…哈哈…
也许我原因说服不了我老板放人吧…也许是我工作表现？不知道…我真的真的很累了…精神和身体都很累…每天工作从早到晚…也许我得到的工钱不少…现在的我什么都不缺…要什么，喜欢些什么，我都有能力，有本事自己买…唯一缺的就是时间…每天想着如果我有多几小时睡觉，那该多好……
在这里工作，越来越找不到方向…没日没夜，每一天都一样…真的越来越不知道为了什么…值得吗？
有时真的很羡慕，我所有的朋友同学都还在读书学习…只有我在工作…但有时他们却看好我的生活，可以靠自己，从不愁吃穿…其实我们都你看我好，我看你好罢了…各有各的辛苦和困难…只是我们的时间用在不同的方面罢了……
除了迷惘，还是迷惘…
信是给了…也给撕了…老板撕了以后就这样笑笑的离开了…天啊，这是什么一回事？答案呢？？就这样结束？！？我留下？到底怎么了？意义又是什么？
我不明白……
HaizZ....
- the blur blur confused me -
-waikuen-
Monday, April 26, 2010
Today actually very moody de.. Because my colleages all go out together and having their lunch together and lefted me behind alone due to someone need to stay in the club to do those presentation in case somebody walk in enquiry for membership.. So damn sad that moment.. Because I really hate lefted behind alone..
Den after they all come back.. I don bother them and don wanna talk with them including my boss.. Obviously they know i'm very unhappy because of that and of coz I merajuk by without saying a single word.. Angry and sad.!
Then after awhile.. Suddenly my boss say got something I need to do, to drop flyers.. Ask me to follow.. Den ok lo.. Boss ma.. Fine.. Follow lo..
Who knows, in the end, he brought me to mcD and bought me my favourite mcFlurry ice cream.. Haha.. That's wut I alwiz eat when i'm sad.. Haha.. Wut a suprise.. =)) he knows and remember that I alwiz need ice cream when i'm unhappy.. At last I smile back.. Haha.. I like the suprise and ice cream by u.. =)
Thanks.!
With the sweet smile me,
-waikuen-
=)
Den after they all come back.. I don bother them and don wanna talk with them including my boss.. Obviously they know i'm very unhappy because of that and of coz I merajuk by without saying a single word.. Angry and sad.!
Then after awhile.. Suddenly my boss say got something I need to do, to drop flyers.. Ask me to follow.. Den ok lo.. Boss ma.. Fine.. Follow lo..
Who knows, in the end, he brought me to mcD and bought me my favourite mcFlurry ice cream.. Haha.. That's wut I alwiz eat when i'm sad.. Haha.. Wut a suprise.. =)) he knows and remember that I alwiz need ice cream when i'm unhappy.. At last I smile back.. Haha.. I like the suprise and ice cream by u.. =)
Thanks.!
With the sweet smile me,
-waikuen-
=)
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Back to the problem again..
To study? To continue working?
Last time really feel like going back to study.. But now.. Suddenly feel like don wanna let go wut i'm having right now.. Besides than no time, my works really give me everything I want.. Especially now my business, my sales is getting better.. I can work more easily den can get business already.. And in the end give me salary dat allow me to give my family more money, can go shopping without thinking budget.. Buy car, handphone, laptop, go holidays using own money without needing me to ask from parents.. Its not dat I money minded, but my works provide me with free workout, free uniform, Use company phone to call clients, no need me go out, under the sun or rain to get sales.. And work place So near to my house.. And I like working here as well, altot it will be very tired sometimes and u don have much time left for myself.. But no pain no gain.. Sure must give out something to get something..
But now my mummy and sister is talking back that issues.. Asking me back to study..
How how how?
Again.. HATE making decision.!
The confuse me..
-waikuen-
To study? To continue working?
Last time really feel like going back to study.. But now.. Suddenly feel like don wanna let go wut i'm having right now.. Besides than no time, my works really give me everything I want.. Especially now my business, my sales is getting better.. I can work more easily den can get business already.. And in the end give me salary dat allow me to give my family more money, can go shopping without thinking budget.. Buy car, handphone, laptop, go holidays using own money without needing me to ask from parents.. Its not dat I money minded, but my works provide me with free workout, free uniform, Use company phone to call clients, no need me go out, under the sun or rain to get sales.. And work place So near to my house.. And I like working here as well, altot it will be very tired sometimes and u don have much time left for myself.. But no pain no gain.. Sure must give out something to get something..
But now my mummy and sister is talking back that issues.. Asking me back to study..
How how how?
Again.. HATE making decision.!
The confuse me..
-waikuen-
Friday, March 19, 2010
Sunday, February 28, 2010
life of gemini gal~
hmm.. it has been awhile dint update blog already. many things to share actually..but sometimes or alwiz busy with works..really no time to update my blog.. :(
today is 28th feb.. last day for this month.. Happy Birthday LOUIS.. may ur dreamz come true :)
february..a short month.. and chinese new year month.. nothing special actually.. coz i work at cheras, stay at cheras as well n cheras is my home town.. so holidays few days also stay home only.. nothing special.. kinda boring, but good time for me to rest.. this year din even gamble as wut usually chinese new year will do.
a little suprise is just at 12.00am, 14th feb.. i got a call from somebody.. wen i answer hello, den the first word dat i heard is, leanne, would u be my valentine..? haha.. in the end i just haha.. coz i thought he was playing.. den few days later he ask me back wuts my reaction after i hear the sentence..only i noe he is saying the real one, den still the same, i have no reaction.. and equal to, i din agree it..
sometimes just dont dare to tell them, actually, i really dont feels like wanna get into any relationship.. i am already exhausted n too tired after my day n night working schedule.. tired till i really no time n no feel to go for dating.. sorry.. not tis moment..
talk back bout works, haizz, too bad, this month i cant achieve my budget.. =( den come a new boy dat freaking ego n like look down at me.. sad sad sad :'( everything just like going wrong...
BUT, NVM..!! this month is over now! new beginning for March! i'll start again.. well, typical gemini gal, wont sad for too long geh.. hehe.. gambateh lo~
BETTER IN TIME..!
march will going back for training at damansara liao.. coz my manager feels dat i need some improvement for my performance.. den i need to get back to basic.. nvm.. i like going for training anyway.. haha.. it will be alotz of fun.. meeting new ppl.. haha..just one thing too bad, after morning training, evening must get back to office to do sales,.. sure will be tiring day.. >.< haizz..
hape everything will be better in march..! goodbye sad sad february.. welcome march! hehe.. 3 more month to go for 21st bday.. aiya, will get older again.. need to work hard hard now to earn money.. I WANT HOLIDAYSSSSS..!! hehe..!
must work harder! believe it is possible..! make it possible.. =)
-the gemini starz-
- waikuen-
today is 28th feb.. last day for this month.. Happy Birthday LOUIS.. may ur dreamz come true :)
february..a short month.. and chinese new year month.. nothing special actually.. coz i work at cheras, stay at cheras as well n cheras is my home town.. so holidays few days also stay home only.. nothing special.. kinda boring, but good time for me to rest.. this year din even gamble as wut usually chinese new year will do.
a little suprise is just at 12.00am, 14th feb.. i got a call from somebody.. wen i answer hello, den the first word dat i heard is, leanne, would u be my valentine..? haha.. in the end i just haha.. coz i thought he was playing.. den few days later he ask me back wuts my reaction after i hear the sentence..only i noe he is saying the real one, den still the same, i have no reaction.. and equal to, i din agree it..
sometimes just dont dare to tell them, actually, i really dont feels like wanna get into any relationship.. i am already exhausted n too tired after my day n night working schedule.. tired till i really no time n no feel to go for dating.. sorry.. not tis moment..
talk back bout works, haizz, too bad, this month i cant achieve my budget.. =( den come a new boy dat freaking ego n like look down at me.. sad sad sad :'( everything just like going wrong...
BUT, NVM..!! this month is over now! new beginning for March! i'll start again.. well, typical gemini gal, wont sad for too long geh.. hehe.. gambateh lo~
BETTER IN TIME..!
march will going back for training at damansara liao.. coz my manager feels dat i need some improvement for my performance.. den i need to get back to basic.. nvm.. i like going for training anyway.. haha.. it will be alotz of fun.. meeting new ppl.. haha..just one thing too bad, after morning training, evening must get back to office to do sales,.. sure will be tiring day.. >.< haizz..
hape everything will be better in march..! goodbye sad sad february.. welcome march! hehe.. 3 more month to go for 21st bday.. aiya, will get older again.. need to work hard hard now to earn money.. I WANT HOLIDAYSSSSS..!! hehe..!
must work harder! believe it is possible..! make it possible.. =)
-the gemini starz-
- waikuen-
Thursday, February 11, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
thx for de McFlurry ice cream,thx for sending it to my office for me,and run off before i could see u.. consider suprise or somehow like dat gua.. I alwiz need it wen i'm not happy.. It do brings some happiness for me, cheer me up.. Altot its not long lasting.. But i appreciate it.. Thx alot..
-The ice cream girl-
-waikuen-
-The ice cream girl-
-waikuen-
Today is in a terrible mood.. Leave me.. Pls do not disturb..
Today office is in fire.. Everyone is quarreling.. All also very mad and angry.. Office politic.. I just don like it.. Early in the morning.. When team meeting everyone is get scolded by manager.. Especially me coz cant get appointment for today.. For me never mind coz i'm really wrong.. But for others is just on fire.. Manager scold ppl, ppl scold him back.. Everyone in the room just like wanting others to die.. Putting fire and bad stab behind, which i hate the most.. I alwiz keep quiet coz i don wanna include myself in it..
I just don like to work under tis environment.. Cant everyone work happily in peace and like family? Wen everyone is quarreling, my tears just rolling down my cheek, i really don like the situation which everyone like tis.. Where's our team work? Aren't they alwiz say we work as a team, we fight as a team, we won as a team and altot we fail also fail together as a team.. Together we stand, together we fall? Where's the spirit once we won the best club all around the global, among all fitness first in world? Tat time not we share our happiness together, we work hard together?!?
Why? Why everyone changed so fast? Can u all stop quarreling? Can u all stop bitching around.? Can u all keep the tiny room tat we used to work together peace? When can u all stop back stab? Is tat bring any benefits to u all if keep bitching around all day? Please la.! If continue like tis, how we gonna work together under tis environment?!? Everyone also like no mood to work..
Can u all stop fighting? Please?
I don wanna listen to all those back stab.! I'm not happy listening to it'! We are a team ! We are together! U all understand anot?
Shhhhhh... I need peace and silence..
Leave me.. Don bitch in front of me.. I appreciate it..
Please do not disturb..
-the really need peace, me-
-waikuen-
:(
Today office is in fire.. Everyone is quarreling.. All also very mad and angry.. Office politic.. I just don like it.. Early in the morning.. When team meeting everyone is get scolded by manager.. Especially me coz cant get appointment for today.. For me never mind coz i'm really wrong.. But for others is just on fire.. Manager scold ppl, ppl scold him back.. Everyone in the room just like wanting others to die.. Putting fire and bad stab behind, which i hate the most.. I alwiz keep quiet coz i don wanna include myself in it..
I just don like to work under tis environment.. Cant everyone work happily in peace and like family? Wen everyone is quarreling, my tears just rolling down my cheek, i really don like the situation which everyone like tis.. Where's our team work? Aren't they alwiz say we work as a team, we fight as a team, we won as a team and altot we fail also fail together as a team.. Together we stand, together we fall? Where's the spirit once we won the best club all around the global, among all fitness first in world? Tat time not we share our happiness together, we work hard together?!?
Why? Why everyone changed so fast? Can u all stop quarreling? Can u all stop bitching around.? Can u all keep the tiny room tat we used to work together peace? When can u all stop back stab? Is tat bring any benefits to u all if keep bitching around all day? Please la.! If continue like tis, how we gonna work together under tis environment?!? Everyone also like no mood to work..
Can u all stop fighting? Please?
I don wanna listen to all those back stab.! I'm not happy listening to it'! We are a team ! We are together! U all understand anot?
Shhhhhh... I need peace and silence..
Leave me.. Don bitch in front of me.. I appreciate it..
Please do not disturb..
-the really need peace, me-
-waikuen-
:(
Friday, February 5, 2010
wednesday off day went for shopping.. Haiz.. Within one hour spend about RM 400.. Within 2 day i bought 6 pair of shoes..
Haiz.. I really a big spender.. Continue like tis i'm really gonna broke soon..
Today just 5th of the month.. I take out RM 2000 from bank liao.. But tis month become a good girl la.. RM 1000 is for parent.. Never mind la.. Money gone still can earn.. Luckily tis month salary still can afford me to do so.. But haven go shopping yet for chinese new year! Haiz.. Never mind.. While i can give.. I will give. Ppl around me happy den i also happy lo.. :)
sharing is caring.. :)
my dear di di.. Don sad sad liao.. Cheer up ok.! Jie is here with u.! Hehe..
-Waikuen-
Haiz.. I really a big spender.. Continue like tis i'm really gonna broke soon..
Today just 5th of the month.. I take out RM 2000 from bank liao.. But tis month become a good girl la.. RM 1000 is for parent.. Never mind la.. Money gone still can earn.. Luckily tis month salary still can afford me to do so.. But haven go shopping yet for chinese new year! Haiz.. Never mind.. While i can give.. I will give. Ppl around me happy den i also happy lo.. :)
sharing is caring.. :)
my dear di di.. Don sad sad liao.. Cheer up ok.! Jie is here with u.! Hehe..
-Waikuen-
wednesday off day went for shopping.. Haiz.. Within one hour spend about RM 400.. Within 2 day i bought 6 pair of shoes..
Haiz.. I really a big spender.. Continue like tis i'm really gonna broke soon..
Today just 5th of the month.. I take out RM 2000 from bank liao.. But tis month become a good girl la.. RM 1000 is for parent.. Never mind la.. Money gone still can earn.. Luckily tis month salary still can afford me to do so.. But haven go shopping yet for chinese new year! Haiz.. Never mind.. While i can give.. I will give. Ppl around me happy den i also happy lo.. :)
sharing is caring.. :)
my dear di di.. Don sad sad liao.. Cheer up ok.! Jie is here with u.! Hehe..
-Waikuen-
Haiz.. I really a big spender.. Continue like tis i'm really gonna broke soon..
Today just 5th of the month.. I take out RM 2000 from bank liao.. But tis month become a good girl la.. RM 1000 is for parent.. Never mind la.. Money gone still can earn.. Luckily tis month salary still can afford me to do so.. But haven go shopping yet for chinese new year! Haiz.. Never mind.. While i can give.. I will give. Ppl around me happy den i also happy lo.. :)
sharing is caring.. :)
my dear di di.. Don sad sad liao.. Cheer up ok.! Jie is here with u.! Hehe..
-Waikuen-
last off day i went back to a place dat i don wish to go.. Because over there has some memories of me dat i don wish to fresh back.. Somehow i understand dat from where i falls down.. From there i need to stand up..
Today at last i got time to send my phone to sony erisson store to repair.. :( need to reformat.. Meaning dat all my previous msg in there will lost.. And all my memories.. One of the reason i din repair it earlier coz really feel bad thinking dat all the msg in there gonna lost.. :( my memories.. My sweet msg.. Especially all my msg from.. So sad.. Maybe its fate.. Its pointless to keep all those msg while everything is gone and no longer have.. But i just wish to read all the msg first before i send to repair.. But now its all gone..
Why la.. Sure drop on floor too many times already.. Haiz.. All reality now.. Gone den gone.. No time for me and pointless to regret.. Its time to let go.. And as fate so..
:(
-waikuen-
Today at last i got time to send my phone to sony erisson store to repair.. :( need to reformat.. Meaning dat all my previous msg in there will lost.. And all my memories.. One of the reason i din repair it earlier coz really feel bad thinking dat all the msg in there gonna lost.. :( my memories.. My sweet msg.. Especially all my msg from.. So sad.. Maybe its fate.. Its pointless to keep all those msg while everything is gone and no longer have.. But i just wish to read all the msg first before i send to repair.. But now its all gone..
Why la.. Sure drop on floor too many times already.. Haiz.. All reality now.. Gone den gone.. No time for me and pointless to regret.. Its time to let go.. And as fate so..
:(
-waikuen-
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
...
haizz.. sick liao.. at home now..
couldnt expect dat my body cannot affort to work to hard n lack of rest. tot myself very strong tim.. who know.. fall down liao..
yesterday half way work, feel not well..den go n c doctor.. only noe dat i have fever @.@ 40'c ..is this consider high?! kena injection.. >.< coz doctor say my body very hot n fever very high. need injection to reduse the temperature... wut to do? medicines again...
haizz.. now only i noe, i'm this weak..
- the sick cat @.@ -
- waikuen -
couldnt expect dat my body cannot affort to work to hard n lack of rest. tot myself very strong tim.. who know.. fall down liao..
yesterday half way work, feel not well..den go n c doctor.. only noe dat i have fever @.@ 40'c ..is this consider high?! kena injection.. >.< coz doctor say my body very hot n fever very high. need injection to reduse the temperature... wut to do? medicines again...
haizz.. now only i noe, i'm this weak..
- the sick cat @.@ -
- waikuen -
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
心情沉闷，很没心情，很不开心…到底我怎么了？我可不可以不要再这样情绪化下去了？
要停止一切我现在所做的东西，一点也不容易…很难得决定了要去读书，但一切并不是我想象中的简单…到头来，还是要面对我最讨厌的，做选择…
十七岁毕业，我逃避了选择，不知道要选哪一科来继续我学院的课程，我进了form 6，因为至少选择没那么多…两年以后，我毕业了，有事因为不会选择在大学报读那一科，我放弃了报名…结果没有像我多数同学们一样在就读大学…听了姐姐帮我做的选择，我就糊里糊涂地去fitness first应征…在没有任何地期待时，跑了去度假，就在期间突然间收到联络电话说我被纳入了…就这样进了这公司做工…想不到，我这么没有毅力的人，行行走走，就酱就呆了一年…
但突然间想到就这样迷迷糊糊地就拖了四年…从十七岁到现在的二十一岁…如果我要读书的话，应该是时候了吧…逃避下去也不是办法…岁月不留人…再不读书就会老了啦…但一切一切都没想象中简单…
所有人都叫我去读书…而我也确有此想法…突然间令一个人就对我说，读书会浪费你时间，既然你现在赚到钱，为什么要回去读书，去浪费时间，浪费钱…毕业以后又要从头来过，而且别人未必会请你，工作经验比较重要！很多大学生都找不到工…一就是大学生认为公司开的价钱不是他们所辛苦读来的文凭所值得的，或公司认为请不起所说的大学生…
选择啊选择…为什么啊？
Appointment come already.. Gtg.!
-the confuse + moody me-
-waikuen-
要停止一切我现在所做的东西，一点也不容易…很难得决定了要去读书，但一切并不是我想象中的简单…到头来，还是要面对我最讨厌的，做选择…
十七岁毕业，我逃避了选择，不知道要选哪一科来继续我学院的课程，我进了form 6，因为至少选择没那么多…两年以后，我毕业了，有事因为不会选择在大学报读那一科，我放弃了报名…结果没有像我多数同学们一样在就读大学…听了姐姐帮我做的选择，我就糊里糊涂地去fitness first应征…在没有任何地期待时，跑了去度假，就在期间突然间收到联络电话说我被纳入了…就这样进了这公司做工…想不到，我这么没有毅力的人，行行走走，就酱就呆了一年…
但突然间想到就这样迷迷糊糊地就拖了四年…从十七岁到现在的二十一岁…如果我要读书的话，应该是时候了吧…逃避下去也不是办法…岁月不留人…再不读书就会老了啦…但一切一切都没想象中简单…
所有人都叫我去读书…而我也确有此想法…突然间令一个人就对我说，读书会浪费你时间，既然你现在赚到钱，为什么要回去读书，去浪费时间，浪费钱…毕业以后又要从头来过，而且别人未必会请你，工作经验比较重要！很多大学生都找不到工…一就是大学生认为公司开的价钱不是他们所辛苦读来的文凭所值得的，或公司认为请不起所说的大学生…
选择啊选择…为什么啊？
Appointment come already.. Gtg.!
-the confuse + moody me-
-waikuen-
Monday, January 25, 2010
叶子掉下了，并不代表树不要它。大树爱惜叶子，也不代表叶子就永远不会掉下。叶子的离开，不管是风的追求，还是树的不曾挽留，都终会有离开的一天…
其实我真的很喜欢这里…
不然就不可能可以在这里呆一年了…可是人终要进步…一直往前走…
也许从一个已出来社会工作的人，倒回去读书，可以说是后退…但至少也是我学业上的一个前进…
小鸟在笼子了温暖舒服了一年，从不愁吃喝，主人的宠爱让它活得很开心自在…但飞出去笼子，应该也有它平时学不到，也看不了的东西…外面世界的精彩也有另一番风景…
虽然辛苦，但至少有它平时得不到的，自由……
小鸟要展翅高飞了！鸟儿们，欢迎它吧！
希望我不会后悔这决定吧！支持我吧！
P/s : 离开得了再说…哈哈…
-难得心情开朗的我-
- waikuen -
=)
其实我真的很喜欢这里…
不然就不可能可以在这里呆一年了…可是人终要进步…一直往前走…
也许从一个已出来社会工作的人，倒回去读书，可以说是后退…但至少也是我学业上的一个前进…
小鸟在笼子了温暖舒服了一年，从不愁吃喝，主人的宠爱让它活得很开心自在…但飞出去笼子，应该也有它平时学不到，也看不了的东西…外面世界的精彩也有另一番风景…
虽然辛苦，但至少有它平时得不到的，自由……
小鸟要展翅高飞了！鸟儿们，欢迎它吧！
希望我不会后悔这决定吧！支持我吧！
P/s : 离开得了再说…哈哈…
-难得心情开朗的我-
- waikuen -
=)
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Just read ur blog..
Qing yi, thx for everything..
Thx for alwiz be with me..
Thx for alwiz support me..
Thx for everything..
And Sorry for making u sad or not happy..
Qing yi, i'll alwiz appreciate u.. U r the best =)
I noe between us No need to say anything.. Coz in silence, both of us talk by heart, understanding each other.. I noe u alwiz be by me, and I'll alwiz be by you.. Tats y I love to share all my happiness and sadness together with u..
I appreciate u as my best frenz.. <3
- Gemini starz gal-
- waikuen -
Qing yi, thx for everything..
Thx for alwiz be with me..
Thx for alwiz support me..
Thx for everything..
And Sorry for making u sad or not happy..
Qing yi, i'll alwiz appreciate u.. U r the best =)
I noe between us No need to say anything.. Coz in silence, both of us talk by heart, understanding each other.. I noe u alwiz be by me, and I'll alwiz be by you.. Tats y I love to share all my happiness and sadness together with u..
I appreciate u as my best frenz.. <3
- Gemini starz gal-
- waikuen -
Friday, January 22, 2010
是我做得不够好，还是我不够努力去做？close不到的 sales是我的错？当然是我的错…要不然就不会被叫进老板室内了…被老板讲了半小时多，眼泪差点就流下，还好没有…最上次也是好像酱被老板叫了进去，竟然在老板面前哭了一个小时…是我太软弱吗？怎么酱没用？还蛮没用吧…什么都做不成…想想还真的自己做得不好…一次又一次让老板失望…还真没用…想想我是不是真的适合在这里做…
昨天我很开心，真的很开心…因为昨天和一班朋友在一起…kah weng, ken ken, alex and mikey..谢谢你们把快乐带给我…我很珍惜一起度过，一起玩，一起笑，一起傻，一起拍照的每一刻…昨天真的很棒，说真的，很久没有酱笑过了…
现在…HaiZzZ...不想再提了…
好心情毁了…
- the moody me - waikuen -
昨天我很开心，真的很开心…因为昨天和一班朋友在一起…kah weng, ken ken, alex and mikey..谢谢你们把快乐带给我…我很珍惜一起度过，一起玩，一起笑，一起傻，一起拍照的每一刻…昨天真的很棒，说真的，很久没有酱笑过了…
现在…HaiZzZ...不想再提了…
好心情毁了…
- the moody me - waikuen -
Saturday, January 16, 2010
心情日记~
These days altot sometimes kinda moody, But still there's something interesting and happy happened.. Hehe..
These dayz I get to know a few new frenz dat very interesting and funny.. One of them is now my little brother named kah weng..Haha..
In my meaningless life here, kah weng brings alotz of happiness for me and help me to search back my life..Haha.. So recently I alwiz go yam cha with him, and his frenz and of coz with my dearie Qing yi and frenz.. We alwiz having a wonderful tea time together,at night after my works..
Yesterday, like usual.. WE go yam cha,with kah weng,ken ken,Qing yi and xiao teng.. Haha.. I'm driving, so call driving.. Coz yea, i'm stepping On the oil stepper, But kah weng is holding the sterling.. Scare till ken dat sitting behind till half dead.. I'm driving manual car summore.. Drivers dat passing by my car also look at me like so shock..Haha.. Naughty me and kah weng.. >.< we r driving together.. But Its very ok la.. No car On the road also.. And I fully confident with my brother, altot he have No licence yet.. Xp and of coz, we arrived destination safely.. Ken ken's heart almost drop.. XD
Drinking session.! Too bad.. My fav mango ice don have.. >.< each of us ordered our drink lo.. Wen ken's drink arrived, Haha.. WE saw a clear lipstick sign On the cup.! Oh man.. Summore he's drinking milk.. Den ken and kah weng busy taking pic for the evidence.. Den I tot ken will drink like dat lo~ But who knows, kah weng suddenly say out loud, calling the waiter, Hey, u come and c.. Why got lipstick de? Susu from perempuan ke? I tot we ordered susu lembu? Den complaint about it.. =.=! Za dao.. After busy taking pic only wanna complaint.. Say wanna post it up at web worr.. Haha.. So funny la them.. Enjoy the wonderful tea time together !
In my life of 20th.. I go thru alotz.. In brand new year of 2010, till now, the best part is getting kah weng as my brother.. Haha.. Really very cute guy he is.. XD But sometimes he is so naughty.! Coz he is staying so near to my house, so I will fetch him to work as he is working nearby also.. Biasalah.. I'm late again.. Wen i'm rushing to his house to fetch him, who knows he hiding beside my car in front of my house den suddenly say Hi.. Made me almost heart attack and scream till so loud.. Ever since I scream till like tis.. So embarrassed.. Beside that, alwiz kacao me with the sound effect from his phone.. So naughty.! Knowing him two weeks already half dead of get frighten by him, after month sure got heart attack.. >.< But thx him also la.. Bring a lot of happiness to my meaningless life as well.. XD
Haha.. In process searching back my life.. He said will help me to fine it back.! =) well, will wait and see..
<3,
- waikuen -
These dayz I get to know a few new frenz dat very interesting and funny.. One of them is now my little brother named kah weng..Haha..
In my meaningless life here, kah weng brings alotz of happiness for me and help me to search back my life..Haha.. So recently I alwiz go yam cha with him, and his frenz and of coz with my dearie Qing yi and frenz.. We alwiz having a wonderful tea time together,at night after my works..
Yesterday, like usual.. WE go yam cha,with kah weng,ken ken,Qing yi and xiao teng.. Haha.. I'm driving, so call driving.. Coz yea, i'm stepping On the oil stepper, But kah weng is holding the sterling.. Scare till ken dat sitting behind till half dead.. I'm driving manual car summore.. Drivers dat passing by my car also look at me like so shock..Haha.. Naughty me and kah weng.. >.< we r driving together.. But Its very ok la.. No car On the road also.. And I fully confident with my brother, altot he have No licence yet.. Xp and of coz, we arrived destination safely.. Ken ken's heart almost drop.. XD
Drinking session.! Too bad.. My fav mango ice don have.. >.< each of us ordered our drink lo.. Wen ken's drink arrived, Haha.. WE saw a clear lipstick sign On the cup.! Oh man.. Summore he's drinking milk.. Den ken and kah weng busy taking pic for the evidence.. Den I tot ken will drink like dat lo~ But who knows, kah weng suddenly say out loud, calling the waiter, Hey, u come and c.. Why got lipstick de? Susu from perempuan ke? I tot we ordered susu lembu? Den complaint about it.. =.=! Za dao.. After busy taking pic only wanna complaint.. Say wanna post it up at web worr.. Haha.. So funny la them.. Enjoy the wonderful tea time together !
In my life of 20th.. I go thru alotz.. In brand new year of 2010, till now, the best part is getting kah weng as my brother.. Haha.. Really very cute guy he is.. XD But sometimes he is so naughty.! Coz he is staying so near to my house, so I will fetch him to work as he is working nearby also.. Biasalah.. I'm late again.. Wen i'm rushing to his house to fetch him, who knows he hiding beside my car in front of my house den suddenly say Hi.. Made me almost heart attack and scream till so loud.. Ever since I scream till like tis.. So embarrassed.. Beside that, alwiz kacao me with the sound effect from his phone.. So naughty.! Knowing him two weeks already half dead of get frighten by him, after month sure got heart attack.. >.< But thx him also la.. Bring a lot of happiness to my meaningless life as well.. XD
Haha.. In process searching back my life.. He said will help me to fine it back.! =) well, will wait and see..
<3,
- waikuen -
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
i'm back!
pity my little blog, dead for quite some time..now its time to alive it back!
compared to last time..its has been more den half yar nvr update my bloggie liao.. >.<
just a little news to tell everyone, i'm still fine..haven die yet.. lolz!
time really flies..within a blink, i had graduated from f6 more den a year..from year 2008 till 2009 n now 2010..from 19 years old till 20 years old n coming to 21 years old..getting older n older.. >.<
5th january 2009..the first day i worked with Fitnesss first.. Till now, 5th january 2010.. i'm still here..is this a good news or bad news..kinda shock dat someone dat alwiz impatient like me can stay at this company for a year n i'm still here.. most of my frenz went for future studies, except me.. >.<>.<
in this whole year i have been working with fitness first.. i learned alots n passes thru alotz.. alotz of happiness.. alotz of sadness.. alotz of experience.. alotz of frenz.. outlook appearance also changed alotz.. lolz.. i started with receptionist n now i changed to membership consultant.. last time hair in black, now hair in gold.. but still, i'm alwiz the blur blur one.. haha.. i alwiz bang on the door n bang on the wall of my office.. till all my colleagues used to it.. u bang on door again ar?! biasalah..haha!
i'm happy wen i worked as receptionist coz all of us is like my family, we all love each other, my beloved jie jie- eleven, ezan, shereen, qing yi.. worked as membership consultant make me exhausted coz working really long hours..nice experience working as a salesperson.. i'm tired with the office politic actually.. i hate the back stab from them.. we all is a team but yet, all is stabbing each other from behind.. dont they feels tired? is that helps? for me, i just listen n say nothing.. freaking tired of working liao still wanna waste time n energy do others meaningless things, really dont understand them..
working as salesperson.. i have kinda amount of members.. i alwiz called them up or sms them to wish them happy birthday, happy new year, merry christmas, and if they is in club, i bought them a slice of cake..haha.. wen they happy, i also will happy.. i very good with all my members actually..sometimes thinking of resigning..but once i resign, like very irresponsible coz i signed them up, but in the end leave them.. >.<
seriously after i worked.. my life is all about fitness first.. really so LIFELESS.. i worked at FF, workout at FF, meet all ppl also in FF, know frenz also from FF, scandals also from FF.. sometimes really kinda sienz..
but sometimes i'm glad coz get to know alotz of nice frenz.. sometimes wen i sad, pretend manja den i can get some sweets sweets.. haha.. i like sweets sweets n ice cream.. haha.. oh ya..thinking of sweets sweets, someone owe a candys from taiwan, will get from the person wen i c that person..haha! i like mc flurry ice cream from mc D.. last time wen i sad, someone used to accompany me n buy me an ice cream..we used to meet up at the same mcD n chat there.. nice memories =) that moment has gone, but memories is alwiz in my mind.. thx anyway =)
another things dat make me happy of coz wen ppl achieved their results la..everyone joined us also have their own reason..some ready for competition, wanna train stamina , some wanna maintain a healthy lifestyle, mostly is to lose weight n re-shaping, and build up muscles.. i'm happy wen all my members told me happily wen they said that they achieved they results.. some told me their lose up 5-6kg in a month, some says their diabetis leval decrease, no need eat so many medicines n feels themselves light.. they are really happy working out in FF coz can achieve results, more happy n have friendly ppl like me ^^..lolz!
people happy den i'm happy lo~
hmm.. after all my works updates.. wanna noe more bout my personal life updates? curious dat i'm still single n available or taken.. this question not gonna answer u..discover it urself if wish to noe..haha.. one thing dat nvr change is i still very good with qing yi.. qing yi still alwiz be by me all this long.. haha.. she knows everything bout me.. thx qing yi =) but i hope she will nvr leave me after she together with her bf~ haha.. Qing Yi is in LOVE..!!~ haha!
hmm.. today updates till here la.. more update soon.. wanna know more latest one..better check my facebook actually.. http://www.facebook.com/wk0531
lots of love,
-waikuen-
07/01/2010
dat still in broken heart mood..
compared to last time..its has been more den half yar nvr update my bloggie liao.. >.<
just a little news to tell everyone, i'm still fine..haven die yet.. lolz!
time really flies..within a blink, i had graduated from f6 more den a year..from year 2008 till 2009 n now 2010..from 19 years old till 20 years old n coming to 21 years old..getting older n older.. >.<
5th january 2009..the first day i worked with Fitnesss first.. Till now, 5th january 2010.. i'm still here..is this a good news or bad news..kinda shock dat someone dat alwiz impatient like me can stay at this company for a year n i'm still here.. most of my frenz went for future studies, except me.. >.<>.<
in this whole year i have been working with fitness first.. i learned alots n passes thru alotz.. alotz of happiness.. alotz of sadness.. alotz of experience.. alotz of frenz.. outlook appearance also changed alotz.. lolz.. i started with receptionist n now i changed to membership consultant.. last time hair in black, now hair in gold.. but still, i'm alwiz the blur blur one.. haha.. i alwiz bang on the door n bang on the wall of my office.. till all my colleagues used to it.. u bang on door again ar?! biasalah..haha!
i'm happy wen i worked as receptionist coz all of us is like my family, we all love each other, my beloved jie jie- eleven, ezan, shereen, qing yi.. worked as membership consultant make me exhausted coz working really long hours..nice experience working as a salesperson.. i'm tired with the office politic actually.. i hate the back stab from them.. we all is a team but yet, all is stabbing each other from behind.. dont they feels tired? is that helps? for me, i just listen n say nothing.. freaking tired of working liao still wanna waste time n energy do others meaningless things, really dont understand them..
working as salesperson.. i have kinda amount of members.. i alwiz called them up or sms them to wish them happy birthday, happy new year, merry christmas, and if they is in club, i bought them a slice of cake..haha.. wen they happy, i also will happy.. i very good with all my members actually..sometimes thinking of resigning..but once i resign, like very irresponsible coz i signed them up, but in the end leave them.. >.<
seriously after i worked.. my life is all about fitness first.. really so LIFELESS.. i worked at FF, workout at FF, meet all ppl also in FF, know frenz also from FF, scandals also from FF.. sometimes really kinda sienz..
but sometimes i'm glad coz get to know alotz of nice frenz.. sometimes wen i sad, pretend manja den i can get some sweets sweets.. haha.. i like sweets sweets n ice cream.. haha.. oh ya..thinking of sweets sweets, someone owe a candys from taiwan, will get from the person wen i c that person..haha! i like mc flurry ice cream from mc D.. last time wen i sad, someone used to accompany me n buy me an ice cream..we used to meet up at the same mcD n chat there.. nice memories =) that moment has gone, but memories is alwiz in my mind.. thx anyway =)
another things dat make me happy of coz wen ppl achieved their results la..everyone joined us also have their own reason..some ready for competition, wanna train stamina , some wanna maintain a healthy lifestyle, mostly is to lose weight n re-shaping, and build up muscles.. i'm happy wen all my members told me happily wen they said that they achieved they results.. some told me their lose up 5-6kg in a month, some says their diabetis leval decrease, no need eat so many medicines n feels themselves light.. they are really happy working out in FF coz can achieve results, more happy n have friendly ppl like me ^^..lolz!
people happy den i'm happy lo~
hmm.. after all my works updates.. wanna noe more bout my personal life updates? curious dat i'm still single n available or taken.. this question not gonna answer u..discover it urself if wish to noe..haha.. one thing dat nvr change is i still very good with qing yi.. qing yi still alwiz be by me all this long.. haha.. she knows everything bout me.. thx qing yi =) but i hope she will nvr leave me after she together with her bf~ haha.. Qing Yi is in LOVE..!!~ haha!
hmm.. today updates till here la.. more update soon.. wanna know more latest one..better check my facebook actually.. http://www.facebook.com/wk0531
lots of love,
-waikuen-
07/01/2010
dat still in broken heart mood..
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