Saturday, March 20, 2010

Back to the problem again..

To study? To continue working?

Last time really feel like going back to study.. But now.. Suddenly feel like don wanna let go wut i'm having right now.. Besides than no time, my works really give me everything I want.. Especially now my business, my sales is getting better.. I can work more easily den can get business already.. And in the end give me salary dat allow me to give my family more money, can go shopping without thinking budget.. Buy car, handphone, laptop, go holidays using own money without needing me to ask from parents.. Its not dat I money minded, but my works provide me with free workout, free uniform, Use company phone to call clients, no need me go out, under the sun or rain to get sales.. And work place So near to my house.. And I like working here as well, altot it will be very tired sometimes and u don have much time left for myself.. But no pain no gain.. Sure must give out something to get something..

But now my mummy and sister is talking back that issues.. Asking me back to study..

How how how?

Again.. HATE making decision.!
The confuse me..
-waikuen-

Friday, March 19, 2010

以前终是开心地笑,伤心地哭…所有的喜怒哀乐都会摆在脸上,一点都不会掩饰自己的情绪…所有人都知道我的心情,而我也对他们说,这就是我…

但现在…不知何时开始,我终于学会,对人时,终是笑着的,但当自己一个人时,就把笑容收起来,一幅moody的样子…是好事?是坏事?也许我真的很累,累到已笑不出来…可是身为客户服务员,我一定要笑口常来,笑脸迎人…

好累…好累…好想休息…好想远离这里…去一个安静的海边度假……

这个地方,还可以待多久?还要待多久?

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