it has been really long time didnt update my bloggie..
haiz..life is busy..( not an excuse actually )
sometimes really got idea to post something up here..just dont wish my blog bcum like a dead fish..but soemhow, there's no enough time for me to do so..
miss those dayz dat i could update my blogger alwiz..sharing latest updates with all beloved frenz..but now..guess everyone same also..everyone blogger so quiet liao..
anyway..just telling u guys..tat passing by my bloggie, once awhile perhaps..latest update of me, u can check it thru facebook at this address..
http://www.facebook.com/wk0531
c ya~ byez!~
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
gemini galz is me!~
双子座
双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。
笑
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。
爱
一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心
坚强
有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛
人际
双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。
朋友
当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。
执着
说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。
自尊
双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。
分享
只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。
about me..gemini galz is me ^^
双子座(Gemini)
有很多的朋友，可是'看起来朋友很多，可是知心的没有几个'这句话很深刻的形容了双子。双子很能说话，他跟别人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也会聊一些很严肃的话题。双子可以跟你聊很多东西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不关自己的事。随便他跟你说些什么，可是跟自己有关的都只是些皮毛而已。比如，今天又有某个明星怎样怎样了；隔壁班有多少美女帅哥的。关于自己的事，他几乎是不说的，就算是说，也是说一些关于自己无关痛痒的事。当你想更进一步的了解双子，他会很自然的把话题给扯开。 对于自信的双子来说，他又同时很没有安全感，这是双子特有的矛盾。他喜欢把自己重重包围住，不让自己暴露。对于双子来说，如果在一个还不了解的人面前把自己暴露了，就等于让别人抓住了自己的把柄。这样就失去了一定的优势。当双子感到独孤悲伤时，只会一个人躲在房间里哭，或者一个人郁闷着。 双子也很怕被伤害，很多时候宁愿自己承受一切，也不愿别人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就养成了习惯。 双子基本上也是个很痛苦的人。表面上总是很有活力，很快乐的样子，可是没人的时候他又总是很忧伤。双子总会被一种莫名的悲伤笼罩。但他不会让别人发现的，他怕被伤害，也怕被别人抛弃，只能自己硬挺着一切。所以双子很神经质，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因为承受了太多的东西. 一般来说双子的孩子都很早熟。双子对很多的东西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起来什么都不在乎。双子并不是故意要掩饰自己，上面说了，这只是一种习惯了，可是在外人看来他就成了虚伪的人。 双子是被公认的最花心、最冷酷无情的星座。其实对于双子的花心，真的不想再说些什么了。解释得太多，累了，也没耐心了。可是说起双子，就不得不提感情，双子这一生，似乎必须被感情牵伴，跟爱情纠缠一世。很多人说双子并不花心，只是博爱，所以才会有那么好的人缘。忘了在哪里看见了这样的一句话：双子最大的悲哀在于有两个人的思想，却只有一个人的身体，双子有爱自己所爱的人的权利，也有保护彼此所爱的人的义务，双子只剩下一个时，爱也就只剩下义务了。 我想用如来若去说的一句话给双子的花心做个总结：花心的极端就是痴心的可怕。该懂的人应该会懂的。至于冷酷无情真的不知道该从何说起。其实双子是最平和的星座，如果可以不发生冲突，都会尽量避免。双子也很少跟别人吵架，他讨厌吵架，如果是因为一些生活琐碎小事吵架，那么双子就在吵完的那一刻就把这件事给忘了； 要双子真的跟你翻脸，除非是你的所作所为或所说的话实在让双子不能忍受，这时他会很鄙视得看你一眼，然后头也不回地走掉，甚至会不给你留面子地离开。这时你一辈子也别想再和他和好了，就算有的双子碍于面子和你再成为朋友，但是他们已经对你鄙视到了极点，只不过维持着这一层不得不维持的'朋友'关系其实，很大一部分双子，对待感情是非常专一的，之所以给人留下花心的美名，是因为很少有人能够让略带童心的双子动真感情，不是双子铁石心肠，而是双子个性里面天生有一些忧郁，一些潜在的不自信，只是双子隐藏的深入，可是一旦让双子动了真感情，那么恭喜你了，双子的天真，率直，外加表达能力丰富，一定能让你获得很多快乐。 每个双子都有一个故事隐藏在心里，多数是不堪回首的往事，双子是个念旧或者说是喜欢沉浸在回忆中的星座，他（她）的这个故事通常都是因情所困，动了感情而被伤害了的双子是脆弱的，也是坚强的，他（她）可以很快的振作起来，可以当什么事都没有发生，这些都是双子演给世人看的罢了，等到夜深人静的时候，双子内心的伤痛随着血液渗透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回忆之前的点点滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那里发呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出去见人了，双子马上就从痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一个神采奕奕的双子，这就是双子，拥有双重性格的双子，一个在世人面前乐天，快乐，在孤独夜晚独自伤悲的双子。 双子的爱是最永恒的，可以付出一切，有人说我们花心，那时我们没有真正的爱，当双子爱上一个人的时候是痛苦的，因为我们太敏感。假如双子爱上了一个不爱自己的人，那莫我相信他永远都不会再爱了，当爱给过了一个人，他再也没有能力再付出了，其实太多的人都不懂我们，其实连我们自己都不懂自己，我们很会伪装，很会说谎，但我们最细腻，对感情最敏感，双子的爱与悲伤，谁又真的了解！
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
母亲一生的八个谎话. . .
儿时，小男孩家很穷，吃饭时，饭常常不够吃，母亲就把自己碗里的饭分给孩子吃。母亲说，孩子们，快吃吧，我不饿！――母亲撒的第一个..
男孩长身体的时候，勤劳的母亲常用周日休息时间去县郊农村河沟里捞些鱼来给孩子们补钙。鱼很好吃，鱼汤也很鲜。孩子们吃鱼的时候，母亲就在一旁啃鱼骨头，用舌头舔鱼骨头上的肉渍。男孩心疼，就把自己碗里的鱼夹到母亲碗里，请母亲吃鱼。母亲不吃，母亲又用筷子把鱼夹回男孩的碗里。母亲说，孩子，快吃吧，我不爱吃鱼！――母亲撒的第二个谎。
上初中了，为了缴够男孩和哥姐的学费，当缝纫工的母亲就去居委会领些火柴盒拿回家来，晚上糊了挣点分分钱补点家用。有个冬天，男孩半夜醒来，看到母亲还躬着身子在油灯下糊火柴盒。男孩说，母亲，睡了吧，明早您还要上班呢。母亲笑笑，说，孩子，快睡吧，我不困！――母亲撒的第三个谎
高考那年，母亲请了假天天站在考点门口为参加高考的男孩助阵。时逢盛夏，烈日当头，固执的母亲在烈日下一站就是几个小时。考试结束的铃声响了，母亲迎上去递过一杯用罐头瓶泡好的浓茶叮嘱孩子喝了，茶亦浓，情更浓。望着母亲干裂的嘴唇和满头的汗珠，男孩将手中的罐头瓶反递过去请母亲喝。母亲说，孩子，快喝吧，我不渴！――母亲撒的第四个谎。
父亲病逝之后，母亲又当爹又当娘，靠着自己在缝纫社里那点微薄收入含辛茹苦拉扯着几个孩子，供他们念书，日子过得苦不堪言。胡同路口电线杆下修表的李叔叔知道后，大事小事就找岔过来打个帮手，搬搬煤，挑挑水，送些钱粮来帮补男孩的家里。人非草木，孰能无情。左邻右舍对此看在眼里，记在心里，都劝母亲再嫁，何必苦了自己。然而母亲多年来却守身如玉，始终不嫁，别人再劝，母亲也断然不听，母亲说，我不爱！――母亲撒的第五个谎
男孩和她的哥姐大学毕业参加工作后，下了岗的母亲就在附近农贸市场摆了个小摊维持生活。身在外地工作的孩子们知道后就常常寄钱回来补贴母亲，母亲坚决不要，并将钱退了回去。母亲说，我有钱！――母亲撒的第六个谎
男孩留校任教两年，后又考取了美国一所名牌大学的博士生，毕业后留在美国一家科研机构工作，待遇相当丰厚，条件好了，身在异国的男孩想把母亲接来享享清福却被老人回绝了。母亲说，我不习惯！――母亲撒的第七个谎 晚年，母亲患了胃癌，住进了医院，远在大西洋彼岸的男孩乘飞机赶回来时，术后的母亲已是奄奄一息了。母亲老了，望着被病魔折磨得死去活来的母亲，男孩悲痛欲绝，潸然泪下。母亲却说，孩子，别哭，我不疼。――母亲撒的第八个谎 不论你多富有,不管你官多大,到什么时候也离不开咱的妈....愿天下父母平安度春秋....... 珍惜母亲的每一个谎言,好好的对待父母,很多东西,失去后才得来的珍贵代价太大.所以一定要好好的爱我们的父母~
如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊? 如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼? 是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開? 是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
在此祝福全天下父母平安度春秋...
男孩长身体的时候，勤劳的母亲常用周日休息时间去县郊农村河沟里捞些鱼来给孩子们补钙。鱼很好吃，鱼汤也很鲜。孩子们吃鱼的时候，母亲就在一旁啃鱼骨头，用舌头舔鱼骨头上的肉渍。男孩心疼，就把自己碗里的鱼夹到母亲碗里，请母亲吃鱼。母亲不吃，母亲又用筷子把鱼夹回男孩的碗里。母亲说，孩子，快吃吧，我不爱吃鱼！――母亲撒的第二个谎。
上初中了，为了缴够男孩和哥姐的学费，当缝纫工的母亲就去居委会领些火柴盒拿回家来，晚上糊了挣点分分钱补点家用。有个冬天，男孩半夜醒来，看到母亲还躬着身子在油灯下糊火柴盒。男孩说，母亲，睡了吧，明早您还要上班呢。母亲笑笑，说，孩子，快睡吧，我不困！――母亲撒的第三个谎
高考那年，母亲请了假天天站在考点门口为参加高考的男孩助阵。时逢盛夏，烈日当头，固执的母亲在烈日下一站就是几个小时。考试结束的铃声响了，母亲迎上去递过一杯用罐头瓶泡好的浓茶叮嘱孩子喝了，茶亦浓，情更浓。望着母亲干裂的嘴唇和满头的汗珠，男孩将手中的罐头瓶反递过去请母亲喝。母亲说，孩子，快喝吧，我不渴！――母亲撒的第四个谎。
父亲病逝之后，母亲又当爹又当娘，靠着自己在缝纫社里那点微薄收入含辛茹苦拉扯着几个孩子，供他们念书，日子过得苦不堪言。胡同路口电线杆下修表的李叔叔知道后，大事小事就找岔过来打个帮手，搬搬煤，挑挑水，送些钱粮来帮补男孩的家里。人非草木，孰能无情。左邻右舍对此看在眼里，记在心里，都劝母亲再嫁，何必苦了自己。然而母亲多年来却守身如玉，始终不嫁，别人再劝，母亲也断然不听，母亲说，我不爱！――母亲撒的第五个谎
男孩和她的哥姐大学毕业参加工作后，下了岗的母亲就在附近农贸市场摆了个小摊维持生活。身在外地工作的孩子们知道后就常常寄钱回来补贴母亲，母亲坚决不要，并将钱退了回去。母亲说，我有钱！――母亲撒的第六个谎
男孩留校任教两年，后又考取了美国一所名牌大学的博士生，毕业后留在美国一家科研机构工作，待遇相当丰厚，条件好了，身在异国的男孩想把母亲接来享享清福却被老人回绝了。母亲说，我不习惯！――母亲撒的第七个谎 晚年，母亲患了胃癌，住进了医院，远在大西洋彼岸的男孩乘飞机赶回来时，术后的母亲已是奄奄一息了。母亲老了，望着被病魔折磨得死去活来的母亲，男孩悲痛欲绝，潸然泪下。母亲却说，孩子，别哭，我不疼。――母亲撒的第八个谎 不论你多富有,不管你官多大,到什么时候也离不开咱的妈....愿天下父母平安度春秋....... 珍惜母亲的每一个谎言,好好的对待父母,很多东西,失去后才得来的珍贵代价太大.所以一定要好好的爱我们的父母~
如果我還一直深愛著你...你是否還會待在我身邊? 如果我還一直在乎著你...你是否會再多看我一眼? 是否我已不存在了...你才感覺的到我的離開? 是否我已離開了....你才感覺的到我對你的好?
在此祝福全天下父母平安度春秋...
Monday, May 25, 2009
The Mayonnaise Jar ..
The Mayonnaise Jar
When things in your life seem, Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class
And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again
If the jar was full... They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand
And poured it into the jar.. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'
The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar, effectively
Filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
'Now,' said the professor, As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life..
The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, friends, and favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost
And only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter Like your job, house, and car.
The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.
'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life..
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are
Important to you.
So...
Pay attention to the things That are critical to your happiness.
Playwith your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
There will always be time
To clean the house and fix the disposal.
'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'
Please share this with other "Golf Balls"
When things in your life seem, Almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.
A professor stood before his philosophy class
And had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.
He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.
The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again
If the jar was full... They agreed it was.
The professor next picked up a box of sand
And poured it into the jar.. Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded
With an unanimous 'yes.'
The professor then produced Two cups of coffee from under the table
And poured the entire contents Into the jar, effectively
Filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.
'Now,' said the professor, As the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life..
The golf balls are the important things - God, family,
children, health, friends, and favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost
And only they remained, your life would still be full.
The pebbles are the other things that matter Like your job, house, and car.
The sand is everything else --
The small stuff.
'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
'there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life..
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are
Important to you.
So...
Pay attention to the things That are critical to your happiness.
Playwith your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.
There will always be time
To clean the house and fix the disposal.
'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'
One of the students raised her hand
And inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.
It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'
Please share this with other "Golf Balls"
Friday, May 8, 2009
我爱上了…拥抱
最近看到许多文章都有关于拥抱，都很有意思…
其实，拥抱的感觉很好…当你不开心时，如果有人在这时候给你一个拥抱，那有多么的温馨啊…不需任何言语，深深得就可以很感动，无声的鼓励和支持，深深地体会和感觉，沉醉在被人拥抱和爱护的感觉，幸福的气息都赶走那讨人厌的伤心，伤感的气氛…
最近都沉醉在拥抱的感觉，好希望那幸福的光阴永远都不会完…只可惜，人终需要清醒过来…回复那残酷的现实…
只知道，回忆永远都是最好的…因为“它”已留在心中…
我，真的真的好喜欢拥抱的感觉…
我爱上了，拥抱！
其实，拥抱的感觉很好…当你不开心时，如果有人在这时候给你一个拥抱，那有多么的温馨啊…不需任何言语，深深得就可以很感动，无声的鼓励和支持，深深地体会和感觉，沉醉在被人拥抱和爱护的感觉，幸福的气息都赶走那讨人厌的伤心，伤感的气氛…
最近都沉醉在拥抱的感觉，好希望那幸福的光阴永远都不会完…只可惜，人终需要清醒过来…回复那残酷的现实…
只知道，回忆永远都是最好的…因为“它”已留在心中…
我，真的真的好喜欢拥抱的感觉…
我爱上了，拥抱！
Monday, May 4, 2009
I'm back..
I'm back.. To morning shift again.. HaizZz.. So sleepy.. After three month continuous working afternoon shift, cant really wake up early in the morning.. As wut i expected, i really get sick liao.. Every time woke up early in de morning, as usual, i sure will get cold.. Especially under the air conditional condition..
Think back the first month i work morning shift for the whole month, n how much i don wish to end the morning shift, till now, the totally different.. Ah.! After three month afternoon shift,dat allow me to sleep very late, and of coz wake up very late... My schedule ah.! Why like tis de.. I don want morning shift ah.. I wanna sleep.. Haha..
Ah chew.! The most terrible one.. Get cold.! Sleepy plus sick.! N work alone.! Pity me...
HaizZz..tats all from me for today.. The first starting day of my morning shift.. To be continue..
-the lonely sick gal-
- y kuen -
Think back the first month i work morning shift for the whole month, n how much i don wish to end the morning shift, till now, the totally different.. Ah.! After three month afternoon shift,dat allow me to sleep very late, and of coz wake up very late... My schedule ah.! Why like tis de.. I don want morning shift ah.. I wanna sleep.. Haha..
Ah chew.! The most terrible one.. Get cold.! Sleepy plus sick.! N work alone.! Pity me...
HaizZz..tats all from me for today.. The first starting day of my morning shift.. To be continue..
-the lonely sick gal-
- y kuen -
Sunday, May 3, 2009
只想愛你
我終於還是說了一句我愛你
還記得那個微涼夜裡天空正飄著小雨心跳的聲音
像舞動奇蹟
你看著我說千萬不要愛上你
因為你只會讓我傷心別傻了快點喊停
你那麼冷靜 忽遠又忽近
我知道我對你來說也許太年輕
我想我猜我問我終於了解
原來為愛流的眼淚
也是種甜蜜滋味
只想愛你
當我和你走在一起就已經決定
不看不聽不問也不會放棄是你讓我了解自己
可以為愛那麼堅定
只想愛你
好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性不管你做任何決定
究竟愛我還是逃避
Sorry 我還是不會放棄愛你
只想愛你 (zhi xiang ai ni) - RAiNiE YANG
counting, counting, counting...!!
27 dayz to go..!!~
tiLL 31st of mAy 2009.. ^^
i want suprise..i want surprise..i want suprRise..!!!
its mine,its mine birthday..
haha..n of coz not forgotten miss Lee SiiN YaN also..
..12nd of may..
we are MAY baby.!!!~
lets scream..!!
let celebrate..!
hurray..!!~
=_=!
just ignore me..
i'm crazy..
YES, i am..!
lolz..
just count..
8 dayz to go till siin yan bday..
atleast..nearer than mine..
hohoho..!!
about me, m3 n mE..
before i change my look..my hair is long n black..taking pic with my colleagues after work..louis,patrick n ezan..
still the old look..with valentine theme..so in pink..asking, will u be my valentine?! lolz..
before change to pink..after workout..haha..
one of the membership consultant in fitness first, raymond..the first day i changed my look..with brown + gold hair.. nobody recognize me after changed to this look..haha..
still the same..the hot spot..neway karaoke..with my colleague..eleven.. =)
oooppps!!! make sure u R 18++..hehe..
back to qing yi..u r not forgotten.. dont worry.. ^^
waikuen with raymond..after mcD at leisure mall..
as usual..neway..haha..with ezan..
muackzzz..!~
play until hair also messy liao.. =_=! quottro is the next destination..! lets go clubbing babe..!! ooops..under age?!?
back to work...sienzzzZ...curi tulang-ing in the office..hehe..
and, of coz, absolutely open for registration now.. lolz..!
-waikuen-
03:50am
signing off...
Friday, April 10, 2009
将近的二十岁生日…
原本之前很不希望自己的「一字头」,那就是十九岁的生活, end so fast, 至少可以享受多一下下的年轻气息，哈！这因为感觉上二十岁将是人生的转折点，需要做重要的决定，等等，等等。当然，最重要的原因，是因为感觉自己老了…哈…
不希望步入二字关的自己，突然间想法有了很大的转变…不再讨厌自己快要二十岁…事出必有因，这些日子里，发生了一些事情，当然，是不开心的事…
才知道年龄的差别有这么的重要…
那时的我，才知道，年轻并不是一件好事…
第一次，有开始讨厌自己，只有那区区的，二十岁…
不希望步入二字关的自己，突然间想法有了很大的转变…不再讨厌自己快要二十岁…事出必有因，这些日子里，发生了一些事情，当然，是不开心的事…
才知道年龄的差别有这么的重要…
那时的我，才知道，年轻并不是一件好事…
第一次，有开始讨厌自己，只有那区区的，二十岁…
Monday, March 23, 2009
my beloved manager, SheReeN's last day..
18th march 2009
the last day of my manager, shereen at fitness first..therefore we r having a farewell party for her at Neway there..
my favourite pic..the most beloved family pic.. =)
tat day was a memoriable day..and we're having very great time together with her..and we play till 4am++..enjoyed the moment together.. we really love and miss her alotz..everyone said we dont wanna cry on tat day..but yet, at last we all are crying like hell.. really dont wish her to leave us.. but yet..
day before this..she have a talk with me..dunno why..wen i saw her n wen she start talking with me..i looking over her eyes..n my tears rolled down..n cried non stop on tat time..altot the time i worked there is not long..but i really can feel..all of us is working as a team, a warm family either..she really treated us very good..even she alwiz get scolded by club general manager, due to us, making alots of mistakes or wutsoever..she rarely will scold us back.she's different with others manager..not showing off..we love her n she love us alots..
tat dat wen i very sad n crying so badly..thank you for tat person to accompany me n comfort me..very warm hug u have..haha..
to shereen..altot you'll never visit my blog..but just wish to tell u..all the very best for ur future undertaking..thankz for loving us this long..n of coz..we all, Front Of House, love u too..last time, now n ever.. we really do miss u alotz.. n yet..take carez alwiz..!!!
with love,
-waikuen-
Saturday, March 21, 2009
patrick's bday party at Neway~
p/s : altot my face look red..n i admit i accidently drink some,wine?! i think.. i did feel a little of dizzy..but..i didnt drunk.!! lolz.~
after work time..12am++ till 5am..!!~ wow.. fun..haha..
Monday, February 16, 2009
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
happy biRthdaY, FrancKen..!!~
-10th february 2009-
today is a special day..
coz it's Francken big day.. ^^
coz it's Francken big day.. ^^
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY..!!!~
got my day off today..
but unfortunately..
he's not free to go out..
he's having his exams next week..
starving from stress..
pity him.. =(
somehow..
of coz..
i called him to wish him happy birthday..
gosh..
i miss him so so so much..
i have a very very best time chatting with him..
very happy..^^
since i've long time din see him n talk with him either..
he even played a song for me in the phone..
the melody from his piano, so nice..n touched..
love it so much.. =)
just wish to c him soon..
really miss him alotz..
anyway..
wish u have a happy birthday..
n may ur wonderful dreamz come true..!
wishing u all of life best today n alwiz..^^
love u the most..
for the previous time,now,alwiz n ever..
thx for exist in my life.. =)
with love,
-waikuen-
Saturday, February 7, 2009
some words to u..
to chan qing yi..
i noe u r reading my blog..
there's some word i wanna say to u..
first of all..
really sorry for my childish attitude all the time..
sorry for annoyed u..
sorry coz i alwiz get angry easily..
but u never hate me or angry me..
it make me feel more guilty..
everytime after like i 'scolded' u..
but another day u sure din angry me n smile n talk with me..
like nothing happened at all..
it make me really touched..
n realised how terrible i am..
sorry..
n..
most important..
just go ahead..
follow ur dreamz..
ur career as well..
no matter how please i am hoping u r not leaving..
but..
if i still blocking u..
for seaching ur happiness n career..
i really dont have the qualification to be called as ur frenz..
a frenz shouldnt stop u for looking for ur hapiness..
n keep asking u to stay,as i noe how much u dont like to stay there..
i still wanna be ur frenz..
so..i wont stop u for doing any decision dat will make urself happy...
just go ahead..
i will support u morally n mentally..
to tell u..
the way of bcuming a personal trainer/ fitness instructor is not easy..
n can be said very very tough..
u must add oil..!
remember..no matter how hard ur life is..
no matter how stress u r in ur coming day..
no matter u r sad or happy..
i'll alwiz here..
just look for me ba..!
coz tat's wut a frenz for..
give u punch me also nvm la..
haha..
so lo..
altot i dont believe in forever frenz..
but hopefully..
v can be best frenz..reaching for forever..
haha..
yea..tat's all..
c ya..
=)
ur truly,
the naughty me,
-waikuen-
^^
i noe u r reading my blog..
there's some word i wanna say to u..
first of all..
really sorry for my childish attitude all the time..
sorry for annoyed u..
sorry coz i alwiz get angry easily..
but u never hate me or angry me..
it make me feel more guilty..
everytime after like i 'scolded' u..
but another day u sure din angry me n smile n talk with me..
like nothing happened at all..
it make me really touched..
n realised how terrible i am..
sorry..
n..
most important..
just go ahead..
follow ur dreamz..
ur career as well..
no matter how please i am hoping u r not leaving..
but..
if i still blocking u..
for seaching ur happiness n career..
i really dont have the qualification to be called as ur frenz..
a frenz shouldnt stop u for looking for ur hapiness..
n keep asking u to stay,as i noe how much u dont like to stay there..
i still wanna be ur frenz..
so..i wont stop u for doing any decision dat will make urself happy...
just go ahead..
i will support u morally n mentally..
to tell u..
the way of bcuming a personal trainer/ fitness instructor is not easy..
n can be said very very tough..
u must add oil..!
remember..no matter how hard ur life is..
no matter how stress u r in ur coming day..
no matter u r sad or happy..
i'll alwiz here..
just look for me ba..!
coz tat's wut a frenz for..
give u punch me also nvm la..
haha..
so lo..
altot i dont believe in forever frenz..
but hopefully..
v can be best frenz..reaching for forever..
haha..
yea..tat's all..
c ya..
=)
ur truly,
the naughty me,
-waikuen-
^^
Thursday, February 5, 2009
updates..
hmm..long time din update my blog already.. T.T
its 5th feb already..means..its already been a month since i start working..haha..
time flies..din realise it tim..
n of coz..salary coming out soon..!! muahaha..
i just cant wait to go shopping.. ^^
today my manager asked me whether i wanna change bcum a permanent worker anot..since i'm a part timer over there..if i wanna change..she will send me to training..haizz..decision again..i really dunno..should i continue?????
guess wut let me think so long..??
its bcoz of tat chan qing yi lo..
she dont wanna continue working as front of house already..
she want to bcum fitness instructor liao..
n LEAVE ME ALONE..!!!!
haiz..sad la...
chan qing yi..! i noe u got read my blog..
harr?!?! how dare u treat me like this????
sad ah..!!!
blek..! Xp
actually i kinda happy working over there..
ppl over there quite nice..^^
n playful..like me..^^ haha..
think back dat day..my manager suddenly asked me whether i am happy anot working there?
dunno why..tat time really dunno how to answer her..
haha..
ah.!! actually very tired now..
just back from work..
n disappointed..
coz my workout plan canceled..
i went shopping with qing yi liao..
haiz..
too bad..
n now..
the most important thing to do..
is to prepare something really special for my beloved brother, francken bday..
haiz..really no idea wut to give him..n do for him..
10th of February summore..
no time..!!!
haha..
think back dat day i told my colleague dat i purposely working just to buy present for francken..
they really believe it..
swt..
but it kinda true also..
one of the point..
haha..
dunno wut to update liao..
tired..
biggest wish now..
is can do something special for francken..
n..
dont wish qing yi to leave me..
haiz..
but i guess also no hope de la..
but if she can do something dat she like n make her happy..
den go ahead..
just all the best ba..
..haha.. got to go..
byez..
=)
-waikuen-
its 5th feb already..means..its already been a month since i start working..haha..
time flies..din realise it tim..
n of coz..salary coming out soon..!! muahaha..
i just cant wait to go shopping.. ^^
today my manager asked me whether i wanna change bcum a permanent worker anot..since i'm a part timer over there..if i wanna change..she will send me to training..haizz..decision again..i really dunno..should i continue?????
guess wut let me think so long..??
its bcoz of tat chan qing yi lo..
she dont wanna continue working as front of house already..
she want to bcum fitness instructor liao..
n LEAVE ME ALONE..!!!!
haiz..sad la...
chan qing yi..! i noe u got read my blog..
harr?!?! how dare u treat me like this????
sad ah..!!!
blek..! Xp
actually i kinda happy working over there..
ppl over there quite nice..^^
n playful..like me..^^ haha..
think back dat day..my manager suddenly asked me whether i am happy anot working there?
dunno why..tat time really dunno how to answer her..
haha..
ah.!! actually very tired now..
just back from work..
n disappointed..
coz my workout plan canceled..
i went shopping with qing yi liao..
haiz..
too bad..
n now..
the most important thing to do..
is to prepare something really special for my beloved brother, francken bday..
haiz..really no idea wut to give him..n do for him..
10th of February summore..
no time..!!!
haha..
think back dat day i told my colleague dat i purposely working just to buy present for francken..
they really believe it..
swt..
but it kinda true also..
one of the point..
haha..
dunno wut to update liao..
tired..
biggest wish now..
is can do something special for francken..
n..
dont wish qing yi to leave me..
haiz..
but i guess also no hope de la..
but if she can do something dat she like n make her happy..
den go ahead..
just all the best ba..
..haha.. got to go..
byez..
=)
-waikuen-
Sunday, February 1, 2009
the answer..
kinda busy this recently..
so long time din update blog already..
but guess my blog not popular also..
no one will view it..haha..
just passing by to drop down the answer for tat question..
the answer is 22..
the reason..
" one sweet with one wrapper cost RM1.00..
RM 15.00 can get 15 sweets..
den tat 15 sweet wrappers can be change with 5 more sweets..
among the 5 sweet wrappers, 3 can change 1 more sweet..
tat 1 more sweet + the lefted 2 more sweet wrappers can get 1 more sweet.. "
tats the answer..
discover it out..
bye^^
tats all from me today..
tired..just back from work..
from,
the tired me,
waikuen..
so long time din update blog already..
but guess my blog not popular also..
no one will view it..haha..
just passing by to drop down the answer for tat question..
the answer is 22..
the reason..
" one sweet with one wrapper cost RM1.00..
RM 15.00 can get 15 sweets..
den tat 15 sweet wrappers can be change with 5 more sweets..
among the 5 sweet wrappers, 3 can change 1 more sweet..
tat 1 more sweet + the lefted 2 more sweet wrappers can get 1 more sweet.. "
15+5+1+1 = 22
tats the answer..
discover it out..
bye^^
tats all from me today..
tired..just back from work..
from,
the tired me,
waikuen..
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
let gueSs...
here is a question asked by one of my frenz.. ^^
let guess..see whether u all can get the right answer anot..
drop me a comment to tell me the answer..haha..
it sounds....
" every sweet will got it wrapper..
n of coz..one sweet only got one sweet wrapper right..
one sweet cost for RM 1.00..
n..every three sweet wrapper can be change to get one sweet..
now u R given RM 15.00..
how many sweet tat u can get in the end?!? "
haha..tell me the answer as soon as possible..
will tell the right answer in my next post..
c ya..hehe..
p/s: answer with explanation..why u guess tat much of sweet..^^
let guess..see whether u all can get the right answer anot..
drop me a comment to tell me the answer..haha..
it sounds....
" every sweet will got it wrapper..
n of coz..one sweet only got one sweet wrapper right..
one sweet cost for RM 1.00..
n..every three sweet wrapper can be change to get one sweet..
now u R given RM 15.00..
how many sweet tat u can get in the end?!? "
haha..tell me the answer as soon as possible..
will tell the right answer in my next post..
c ya..hehe..
p/s: answer with explanation..why u guess tat much of sweet..^^
Monday, January 19, 2009
my mood diary..
19 Jan 2009
haiz...
i'm getting more n more depress n confused..
i dunno wut should i do...
today after work..tot wanna workout..after changing..
haiz..no mood to workout liao..
run like hell..also cant make the sadness in my heart away..
ended up..go back to the changing room..
hugging my bag..
think back the incident tat make me so sad..
my tears started to roll down... :'(
i squat down in front of my locker..
n keep crying..
while there's so many ppl passing by...
guess everyone is thinking..wut happened to this gal...
i am really sad..
thinking why am i crying..
besides than cry..wut else i can do..?!
suddenly..my blade dropped out from my bag..
it makes me think back..my last time..dat i used to do so..
i cut my wrist whenever i'm sad..
in my mind..how much i hope dat my sadness will go away as my wrist bleeding with all the blood roll down...
but.. this time i din do so..
dunno wut makes me stop doing this..
maybe think back my childishness for doing so..
coz..its doesn't help..if i do so..
but.i really dunno..how long i can hold for not doing this...
i hate myself for being so emotional..!
i hate myself for dunno how to control my emotion..
i hate myself for being so useless..
i hate myself for being so terrible..
i hate to noe dat i'm nothing, compared with others....
wut should i do?!
wut can i do?!?
i really cant hold anymore..
run toward the running machine n speed up n try to run,run n run..
but its still no help..
stopped the machine..
run out of fitness first..
to cool myself down..
after awhile..
i back to FF..
to bath..
wishing to wash away my sadness..
wash away the pain of my heart..
i still remember how hot the water i put..
my skin n face was so red..n pain actually..
but..my sadness still with me...
I'm sad..!!
I'm depress..!!
I'm confused..!!
I'm dying.............
i need help.....
-waikuen-
haiz...
i'm getting more n more depress n confused..
i dunno wut should i do...
today after work..tot wanna workout..after changing..
haiz..no mood to workout liao..
run like hell..also cant make the sadness in my heart away..
ended up..go back to the changing room..
hugging my bag..
think back the incident tat make me so sad..
my tears started to roll down... :'(
i squat down in front of my locker..
n keep crying..
while there's so many ppl passing by...
guess everyone is thinking..wut happened to this gal...
i am really sad..
thinking why am i crying..
besides than cry..wut else i can do..?!
suddenly..my blade dropped out from my bag..
it makes me think back..my last time..dat i used to do so..
i cut my wrist whenever i'm sad..
in my mind..how much i hope dat my sadness will go away as my wrist bleeding with all the blood roll down...
but.. this time i din do so..
dunno wut makes me stop doing this..
maybe think back my childishness for doing so..
coz..its doesn't help..if i do so..
but.i really dunno..how long i can hold for not doing this...
i hate myself for being so emotional..!
i hate myself for dunno how to control my emotion..
i hate myself for being so useless..
i hate myself for being so terrible..
i hate to noe dat i'm nothing, compared with others....
wut should i do?!
wut can i do?!?
i really cant hold anymore..
run toward the running machine n speed up n try to run,run n run..
but its still no help..
stopped the machine..
run out of fitness first..
to cool myself down..
after awhile..
i back to FF..
to bath..
wishing to wash away my sadness..
wash away the pain of my heart..
i still remember how hot the water i put..
my skin n face was so red..n pain actually..
but..my sadness still with me...
I'm sad..!!
I'm depress..!!
I'm confused..!!
I'm dying.............
i need help.....
-waikuen-
Sunday, January 18, 2009
my mood diary..
another working day..
haiz..sunday..sometimes really very lazy to wake up early in de morning to go to work..but somehow..have to..
since de day i started to work..i'm working in morning shift..
somehow..my morning shift gonna end SOON..!
haiz..just another two more days to go for my morning shift for January..
tell the truth..
altot its really lazy to wake up in de morning..
especially me..hv to wake up at 4am every morning to get ready..
haiz..wut to do?! due to i alwiz do things very slow..so hv to wake up earlier to do preparation lo..
BUT..!
i do love my morning shift..
u noe why?!
coz..
....
...
i'll the de FIRST one dat greet them GOOD MORNING for them dat come into fitness first..
to those members..dat waiting for us to open..
to the personal trainers n fitness instructor..dat hv to come early in de morning to train ppl..
to those cleaner kakak n abang..
haha..
every morning is a new beginning..
therefore..in de morning..everyone is with nice nice mood..
wen i greet them good morning..they will greet me back or give me a smile..
haha..
its really too good to be de first one dat greet he or she..
tat's why i like my morning shift.. =)
aww..but somehow..my afternoon shift gonna start soon lo..
hv to work till 11.30++pm..
@.@
but i guess its another experience dat i can gain..
let me feel the different..
n learn more things..^^
sadly say bye to my morning shift..
afternoon shift..!!
HERE I COME..!!~
p/s..tell u all something..tat i found out really funny this few day..
as u all known..to go into the gym area..
firstly they have to swap their fitness first membership card at the bar there b4 they can go in..
BUT..
there's "some" members.......
take out..
those card such as IC..credit card..bonuslink card etc..to swap..
n den asking..why cant i go in?! the machine something wrong or bla bla bla....
but actually.....
muahahaha..!!~
laugh till i stomach cramps..!!
take IC,bonuslink card,credit card to swap..hoping to get in?!?
tat's how "funny" some members are..
swt swt swt.. =.=!
18 jan 2009
20.38pm
-waikuen-
haiz..sunday..sometimes really very lazy to wake up early in de morning to go to work..but somehow..have to..
since de day i started to work..i'm working in morning shift..
somehow..my morning shift gonna end SOON..!
haiz..just another two more days to go for my morning shift for January..
tell the truth..
altot its really lazy to wake up in de morning..
especially me..hv to wake up at 4am every morning to get ready..
haiz..wut to do?! due to i alwiz do things very slow..so hv to wake up earlier to do preparation lo..
BUT..!
i do love my morning shift..
u noe why?!
coz..
....
...
i'll the de FIRST one dat greet them GOOD MORNING for them dat come into fitness first..
to those members..dat waiting for us to open..
to the personal trainers n fitness instructor..dat hv to come early in de morning to train ppl..
to those cleaner kakak n abang..
haha..
every morning is a new beginning..
therefore..in de morning..everyone is with nice nice mood..
wen i greet them good morning..they will greet me back or give me a smile..
haha..
its really too good to be de first one dat greet he or she..
tat's why i like my morning shift.. =)
aww..but somehow..my afternoon shift gonna start soon lo..
hv to work till 11.30++pm..
@.@
but i guess its another experience dat i can gain..
let me feel the different..
n learn more things..^^
sadly say bye to my morning shift..
afternoon shift..!!
HERE I COME..!!~
p/s..tell u all something..tat i found out really funny this few day..
as u all known..to go into the gym area..
firstly they have to swap their fitness first membership card at the bar there b4 they can go in..
BUT..
there's "some" members.......
take out..
those card such as IC..credit card..bonuslink card etc..to swap..
n den asking..why cant i go in?! the machine something wrong or bla bla bla....
but actually.....
muahahaha..!!~
laugh till i stomach cramps..!!
take IC,bonuslink card,credit card to swap..hoping to get in?!?
tat's how "funny" some members are..
swt swt swt.. =.=!
18 jan 2009
20.38pm
-waikuen-
Saturday, January 17, 2009
about..
17 jan 2009
today is de annual dinner of my company,fitness first..
therefore v closed at 5pm..
everyone dressed nicely to attend the dinner..
but too bad..i cant attend it..i din get the invitation..due to i'm a new comer n part timer.. X(
all staff for fitness first in whole Malaysia is going to attend this annual dinner..
wah..can think how grand the ceremony is...
my life..consider ok this recently..
not much sad thing..still dat cheerful gal i am..
but sometimes..i feel bad..
wondering in working environment..everyone must fighting each others n back stab behind?!
of coz i'm NOT one of them..
just wondering..
in my department, there's a new galz called nurul..all the seniors dont really like her..but i'm fine with her, with everyone thou..=)
today..wen my senior Patrick asked me where the nurul is..just a simple answer from me..reading newspaper n drinking coffee..(actually dat time not much customer..so dat can break awhile)..
but after dat..dat i cant expect..wen another senior come..the one dat with experience..patrick told her bout tat..den..straight away she go n call my manager about tat..
haiz..suddenly feel like..wut is this life is?!
i really wish tat we really can work as family..harmonies with no back stab..but yet..
awwwh..! i'm bad..i shouldnt say anything..i should just say i dunno..i hate be one of the backstabber dat i din mean it.. haizzzz...
ok..another way..my beloved frenz..qing yi..
at last she changed..
she is falling with the guy..
so interested in him n keep asking things bout him..
den i'm the one dat go n ask the guy everything bout him..
sigh..! how if he misunderstood dat i'm the one dat love him?!
haha..
first time i realised she got such reaction..talking with guy..n keep noticing him..
dunno y..dat day..i suddenly said.." qing yi..suddenly i feel like i dunno u? "
awww..why am i saying this?!?
but..wen i'm in bad mood..
luckily got qing yi accompany me do gym..
to release out my stress n depress..
yesterday i feel like kinda unhappy..
den after work i go n change to sport attire..workout..!!
i pulled qing yi to the running machine n run like hell..
den keep doing exercise like cycling..n many many more..
qing yi also say i really look indifferent tat day..y seems like so angry..?!
after awhile..qing yi say wanna rest awhile..
till den only she tell me..
altot u look different today n run like this..very tiring accompany u to do so..
but i more 'rela' u do gym like this rather than cut ur hand again..
i'm like...
oh yea..suddenly feel like..wut a nice frenz u are..haha..
thx alotz n sorry..coz today u tell me ur leg very pain coz yesterday..haha..
really sorry..
haiz..too many things happened in this one weeks++ time i started to work..
its another stage of my life..
written down another beautiful page in the diary of my life..
altot sad things happens..but if sad things never occur, how am i gonna noe the feeling of happiness?!
" The idea that happiness could have a share in beauty would be too much of a good thing."
ur truly,
-waikuen-
today is de annual dinner of my company,fitness first..
therefore v closed at 5pm..
everyone dressed nicely to attend the dinner..
but too bad..i cant attend it..i din get the invitation..due to i'm a new comer n part timer.. X(
all staff for fitness first in whole Malaysia is going to attend this annual dinner..
wah..can think how grand the ceremony is...
my life..consider ok this recently..
not much sad thing..still dat cheerful gal i am..
but sometimes..i feel bad..
wondering in working environment..everyone must fighting each others n back stab behind?!
of coz i'm NOT one of them..
just wondering..
in my department, there's a new galz called nurul..all the seniors dont really like her..but i'm fine with her, with everyone thou..=)
today..wen my senior Patrick asked me where the nurul is..just a simple answer from me..reading newspaper n drinking coffee..(actually dat time not much customer..so dat can break awhile)..
but after dat..dat i cant expect..wen another senior come..the one dat with experience..patrick told her bout tat..den..straight away she go n call my manager about tat..
haiz..suddenly feel like..wut is this life is?!
i really wish tat we really can work as family..harmonies with no back stab..but yet..
awwwh..! i'm bad..i shouldnt say anything..i should just say i dunno..i hate be one of the backstabber dat i din mean it.. haizzzz...
ok..another way..my beloved frenz..qing yi..
at last she changed..
she is falling with the guy..
so interested in him n keep asking things bout him..
den i'm the one dat go n ask the guy everything bout him..
sigh..! how if he misunderstood dat i'm the one dat love him?!
haha..
first time i realised she got such reaction..talking with guy..n keep noticing him..
dunno y..dat day..i suddenly said.." qing yi..suddenly i feel like i dunno u? "
awww..why am i saying this?!?
but..wen i'm in bad mood..
luckily got qing yi accompany me do gym..
to release out my stress n depress..
yesterday i feel like kinda unhappy..
den after work i go n change to sport attire..workout..!!
i pulled qing yi to the running machine n run like hell..
den keep doing exercise like cycling..n many many more..
qing yi also say i really look indifferent tat day..y seems like so angry..?!
after awhile..qing yi say wanna rest awhile..
till den only she tell me..
altot u look different today n run like this..very tiring accompany u to do so..
but i more 'rela' u do gym like this rather than cut ur hand again..
i'm like...
oh yea..suddenly feel like..wut a nice frenz u are..haha..
thx alotz n sorry..coz today u tell me ur leg very pain coz yesterday..haha..
really sorry..
haiz..too many things happened in this one weeks++ time i started to work..
its another stage of my life..
written down another beautiful page in the diary of my life..
altot sad things happens..but if sad things never occur, how am i gonna noe the feeling of happiness?!
" The idea that happiness could have a share in beauty would be too much of a good thing."
ur truly,
-waikuen-
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
updates..
ha ha ha.. its Wednesday again.. means.. its my off day again..haha..
so..its time to update my bloggie..
haizz..dunno wut to say tim..
as i have said..i'm working recently..everyday..
so my daily routine is just work, work n work..
not dat boring..kinda busy..so so..haha..
so wut i can update here still about my work..
can just left my blog if bored to hear this from me..haha..
well..I'm working at fitness first..a gym centre..of coz..there's many leng zai n leng lui over there..
and all the personal trainer/fitness instructor body is so nice n fit..haha..
there's a very handsome + young de fitness instructor called louis..damn handsome n charming..haha..not too short, not too tall (178cm) + perfectly fit..every time wen i work morning shift..can saw him work out..do exercise..n can c him teach classes..( there's many classes in FF such as body combat,body pump,yoga,ballroom dancing,kickboxing n many many more)..
guess wut..he's one of the most popular fitness instructor dat can achieve the highest sales..muahaha..those auntie love him alotz..those auntie will very high n scream in the class..its true..! haha..n keep saying about him after his class..say very high n syoik..haha..!!
N..tat chan qing yi..dat used to be very quiet n never talk about guyz..also talk bout him..keep noticing him..say he is very busy..haha..chan qing yi..gotch..! just go ahead..i support u..muahaha..
bout me..just like to 'gap'..haha..coz really too charm liao..my senior also alwiz say..wah.," he really damn yeng..!!" haha.. he's very nice wen talking to him..n very serious wen training ppl..cool man..
i ever asked him..R u a gay..?! haha..since most of those handsome n charming guy like him..is gay..haha..n he told tat he's not..crazy me..go n ask ppl such a question.. Xp
haha..i hope he will never accidentally bump into my blog..if not..I'll die..haha..
n of coz..besides him..still got others la..those members..my senior,eleven..said there's a guy look like Daniel Wu..n yes he is..haha..bout others..of coz..got..but they R gay..haha..handsome guy in kl..mostly is gay la..
n leng lui..sure got alotz also la..my guy senior,Patrick..only greet those leng lui..=.= haha..
working at FF..sure got it benefit..not really interested with them but can 'gap' them..not bad..if not..how boring the working life is..haha..
besides working..can work out over there with FOC..haha..how good..dat day,after working..go do gym lo..but too bad..too many machines dunno how to use..haha..i mean with the right way..so with my friendly smile..i go to the personal trainer corner..n asked one of the personal trainer to teach me..haha..and i manage to do it..haha..actually if members want personal trainer,there hv to pay more den 1000++ to get one for 10 times training..one personal training session for one hours cost more then 120++..those personal trainer every hour also very treasure coz the paid due to commission..no basic salary..if they waste time on me..means they hv no salary on tat hour..haha..but they very good la..teach me also..
den i start work out lo..after run for 30 min..rest for awhile..start doing others..now..its the use of the PT..show me one by one,how to exercise with those machines..haha..due to me,too playful..n keep laughing wen training..he's like..duh..=.=!.. saying: "hey..wen i train members,they very serious de lo..not like u..where got ppl keep laughing wen doing exercise?! " haha..sorry lo..coz his face really too cute..a 19 years old guy..with baby face..so funny wen so serious teaching to do those actions..muahaha..sorry..i din mean it..!! wut a cutie guy he is..nice to bully..who ask him only 19 n younger than me few day..haha..! anyway..sorry n thankz alot,kelvin..
actually..kinda fun to work there also..everyone asked me why i wanna work at there? is it bcoz of my sister?! wut i answer is dunno..coz the real reason is..coz can do gym free + got salary sum more..! muahaha..naughty leh me.. Xp
k la..this time till here first la.. i wanna go n get ready liao..i wanna go work out again..with qing yi n eleven.. hope i can slim down as soon as possible la..haha..!!~
c ya..
=)
-waikuen-
so..its time to update my bloggie..
haizz..dunno wut to say tim..
as i have said..i'm working recently..everyday..
so my daily routine is just work, work n work..
not dat boring..kinda busy..so so..haha..
so wut i can update here still about my work..
can just left my blog if bored to hear this from me..haha..
well..I'm working at fitness first..a gym centre..of coz..there's many leng zai n leng lui over there..
and all the personal trainer/fitness instructor body is so nice n fit..haha..
there's a very handsome + young de fitness instructor called louis..damn handsome n charming..haha..not too short, not too tall (178cm) + perfectly fit..every time wen i work morning shift..can saw him work out..do exercise..n can c him teach classes..( there's many classes in FF such as body combat,body pump,yoga,ballroom dancing,kickboxing n many many more)..
guess wut..he's one of the most popular fitness instructor dat can achieve the highest sales..muahaha..those auntie love him alotz..those auntie will very high n scream in the class..its true..! haha..n keep saying about him after his class..say very high n syoik..haha..!!
N..tat chan qing yi..dat used to be very quiet n never talk about guyz..also talk bout him..keep noticing him..say he is very busy..haha..chan qing yi..gotch..! just go ahead..i support u..muahaha..
bout me..just like to 'gap'..haha..coz really too charm liao..my senior also alwiz say..wah.," he really damn yeng..!!" haha.. he's very nice wen talking to him..n very serious wen training ppl..cool man..
i ever asked him..R u a gay..?! haha..since most of those handsome n charming guy like him..is gay..haha..n he told tat he's not..crazy me..go n ask ppl such a question.. Xp
haha..i hope he will never accidentally bump into my blog..if not..I'll die..haha..
n of coz..besides him..still got others la..those members..my senior,eleven..said there's a guy look like Daniel Wu..n yes he is..haha..bout others..of coz..got..but they R gay..haha..handsome guy in kl..mostly is gay la..
n leng lui..sure got alotz also la..my guy senior,Patrick..only greet those leng lui..=.= haha..
working at FF..sure got it benefit..not really interested with them but can 'gap' them..not bad..if not..how boring the working life is..haha..
besides working..can work out over there with FOC..haha..how good..dat day,after working..go do gym lo..but too bad..too many machines dunno how to use..haha..i mean with the right way..so with my friendly smile..i go to the personal trainer corner..n asked one of the personal trainer to teach me..haha..and i manage to do it..haha..actually if members want personal trainer,there hv to pay more den 1000++ to get one for 10 times training..one personal training session for one hours cost more then 120++..those personal trainer every hour also very treasure coz the paid due to commission..no basic salary..if they waste time on me..means they hv no salary on tat hour..haha..but they very good la..teach me also..
den i start work out lo..after run for 30 min..rest for awhile..start doing others..now..its the use of the PT..show me one by one,how to exercise with those machines..haha..due to me,too playful..n keep laughing wen training..he's like..duh..=.=!.. saying: "hey..wen i train members,they very serious de lo..not like u..where got ppl keep laughing wen doing exercise?! " haha..sorry lo..coz his face really too cute..a 19 years old guy..with baby face..so funny wen so serious teaching to do those actions..muahaha..sorry..i din mean it..!! wut a cutie guy he is..nice to bully..who ask him only 19 n younger than me few day..haha..! anyway..sorry n thankz alot,kelvin..
actually..kinda fun to work there also..everyone asked me why i wanna work at there? is it bcoz of my sister?! wut i answer is dunno..coz the real reason is..coz can do gym free + got salary sum more..! muahaha..naughty leh me.. Xp
k la..this time till here first la.. i wanna go n get ready liao..i wanna go work out again..with qing yi n eleven.. hope i can slim down as soon as possible la..haha..!!~
c ya..
=)
-waikuen-
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
my working dayz ^^
haha..long time din update my bloggie already..kinda busy..hehe..
yea..i am working recently.. started from 5th of january 2009..
today 7th of january..after two day of working..guess wut..?!?!
haha..i got my day off..
so happy..after two day work den got day off..haha..
can rest..so can update my bloggie..^^
hmm about my jobs..not bad is wut i can say..i got nice nice uniform..white colour blouse,deep blue colour de skirt,blazer, n scarf..totally free..
my jobs not so hard also..just hv to greet members..scan things..do vcd/dvd rental n return..payment...etc...
my daily routine is.. " hello good morning/ afternoon/ evening.. OR bye..see u again.. OR may i have ur membership card pls.. " haha..
all my others team members very nice..malay or indian who noe cantonese..others is chinese..esp..qing yi..haha..so good can work together..come together..break together..go back together..do things together..so good..got ppl accompany..no need alone..until my teams members said.." wah..y both of u so 'ngam' de..?!" haha..coz we greet members at the same time..so lo..
my woking condition also not bad..music played all the time..with cooling air-cond..clean n nice.. can c different kind of ppl..many leng zai n leng lui..cool one,nice one..foreigner..n many more..kinda funny also..of coz with of of those special members..my senior said them 'psyco'..haha..but for me..nothing also la..working ma..+ in this world really got different kind of ppl de la..no need to get angry..^^
working at leisure mall there..i met alot of ppl..cochranean i mean..haha..some of them kinda shock wen c me..my uniform wear with high-heel..haha..so suprised tat i will work there..haha..really so suprised?!?! wondering..hmm... =.= n of coz i saw some passing by but they din c me..which going to neway to sing k..i think..haha..
next..guess wut..?!?! there's once a guy(uncle) come over me n qing yi n said.." hey galz..i realised dat u smile alot hurr?!? actually wen member come in..sure with blackie face..u no need to smile to us worr..!!"
den both of us smile again..den i replied him.. " smile good ma..can brings happiness to others..wen they come in with unhappy face..but after smile with them,den they will hv a nicer mood.." lolz..!!
but actually..is we requested to do so by senior, my manager..but of coz..we willing to do so la..not being force..haha..
everything seems good in there..so far..but one thing is..my leg is killing me..!! pain like hell man..tat stupid 'high-heel'..! actually i already bought the one with the shortest heel..one inch got ar?! but still..! haiz.. guess i still not biasa with it gua.. >.<
hmm..working so far..hehe..two day actually..ok ok la.. wish all my coming day will be as smooth as now la..nothing bad happen..!! lolz..^^
actually i wish to update more post de..but i really busy..many draft n ideas but no time to post it..haiz..so hv to let it be lo..hmm....
oh yea..my off day is every Wednesday..if u all wanna date me out..find this day ba..haha..but guess also no one wanna date me out de la..lolz..!
p/s..nothing bout my working..just too happy..! i just bought Fahrenheit latest album..!! ( yue lai yue ai ~ love u more n more ) muahaha..!~just wanna share my happiness here..hehe..coz guess all tat view my blog..all is my beloved frenz..hehe..
c ya..!!~
=)
ur truly,
-waikuen-
yea..i am working recently.. started from 5th of january 2009..
today 7th of january..after two day of working..guess wut..?!?!
haha..i got my day off..
so happy..after two day work den got day off..haha..
can rest..so can update my bloggie..^^
hmm about my jobs..not bad is wut i can say..i got nice nice uniform..white colour blouse,deep blue colour de skirt,blazer, n scarf..totally free..
my jobs not so hard also..just hv to greet members..scan things..do vcd/dvd rental n return..payment...etc...
my daily routine is.. " hello good morning/ afternoon/ evening.. OR bye..see u again.. OR may i have ur membership card pls.. " haha..
all my others team members very nice..malay or indian who noe cantonese..others is chinese..esp..qing yi..haha..so good can work together..come together..break together..go back together..do things together..so good..got ppl accompany..no need alone..until my teams members said.." wah..y both of u so 'ngam' de..?!" haha..coz we greet members at the same time..so lo..
my woking condition also not bad..music played all the time..with cooling air-cond..clean n nice.. can c different kind of ppl..many leng zai n leng lui..cool one,nice one..foreigner..n many more..kinda funny also..of coz with of of those special members..my senior said them 'psyco'..haha..but for me..nothing also la..working ma..+ in this world really got different kind of ppl de la..no need to get angry..^^
working at leisure mall there..i met alot of ppl..cochranean i mean..haha..some of them kinda shock wen c me..my uniform wear with high-heel..haha..so suprised tat i will work there..haha..really so suprised?!?! wondering..hmm... =.= n of coz i saw some passing by but they din c me..which going to neway to sing k..i think..haha..
next..guess wut..?!?! there's once a guy(uncle) come over me n qing yi n said.." hey galz..i realised dat u smile alot hurr?!? actually wen member come in..sure with blackie face..u no need to smile to us worr..!!"
den both of us smile again..den i replied him.. " smile good ma..can brings happiness to others..wen they come in with unhappy face..but after smile with them,den they will hv a nicer mood.." lolz..!!
but actually..is we requested to do so by senior, my manager..but of coz..we willing to do so la..not being force..haha..
everything seems good in there..so far..but one thing is..my leg is killing me..!! pain like hell man..tat stupid 'high-heel'..! actually i already bought the one with the shortest heel..one inch got ar?! but still..! haiz.. guess i still not biasa with it gua.. >.<
hmm..working so far..hehe..two day actually..ok ok la.. wish all my coming day will be as smooth as now la..nothing bad happen..!! lolz..^^
actually i wish to update more post de..but i really busy..many draft n ideas but no time to post it..haiz..so hv to let it be lo..hmm....
oh yea..my off day is every Wednesday..if u all wanna date me out..find this day ba..haha..but guess also no one wanna date me out de la..lolz..!
p/s..nothing bout my working..just too happy..! i just bought Fahrenheit latest album..!! ( yue lai yue ai ~ love u more n more ) muahaha..!~just wanna share my happiness here..hehe..coz guess all tat view my blog..all is my beloved frenz..hehe..
c ya..!!~
=)
ur truly,
-waikuen-
Sunday, January 4, 2009
my holidayz..^^
.:: my holidayz.. ::.
first destination : CaMeRon HighLands
tea farm..standing up here to take some photo shot..really nice view^^
the highest mountain of Cameron highlands : top of Gunung Brinchang.. 6600+ feet..tat time is raining heavily n so windy..i'm standing at a tower up there..imagine how cold i am tat time.. @@ i love here..!!~
the hotels dat i stay in Cameron highlands..Century Pines Resort..not bad..kinda nice..^^
my bedroom..with two bed + one extra bed..for me,my sister n my cousin sister.
enjoying the tea from cameron valley in my hotel room + taking a mirror pic..haha..the tea so nice..hmm..so warm..love it..haha..
strawberry farm + cactus farm
colourful cactus..
tomatoes trees..
giant pumpkins
wishing pond at the farm there..i throw a coin there n make a wish..n the coin dropped exactly in tat certain 'gold container' down there..haha..
next destination : Penang
the hotel i stayed in Penang..Vistana hotel..
view from my room..i stayed at the highest floor of the hotel..28th floor..kinda scary wen look down..but really cool..haha..can see super sea view^^
another nice view from my room^^
the next day..reached at penang hill..^^
the train tat v need travel to reach the top of the penang hill..
really nice view up there..at the top of the penang hill..can c penang bridge n rainbow^^ love it..!!~
next..to kek lok shi..my destination..to climb up all those stairs to reach the top..haha..!
tortoises on the way to kek lok shi..
yea..! i'm here..the highest floor of kek lok shi..hv to climb many stairs..but cool..! haha..
one of the view of bay nearby the penang gurney plaza..
really nice view..!~ love it alotz..hehe..
here's some of the pic about my holidays..love it alotz..!~ more pic n blog post will be update later/ soon.. kinda busy+ lazy recently..will not online alwiz..i guess..summore i gonna start work liao..haha..
enjoy those pic ba..!~
love ya..!!~
=)
-waikuen-
4th Jan 2009
04:05 am
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