let gueSs...

here is a question asked by one of my frenz.. ^^

let guess..see whether u all can get the right answer anot..

drop me a comment to tell me the answer..haha..


it sounds....

" every sweet will got it wrapper..
n of coz..one sweet only got one sweet wrapper right..
one sweet cost for RM 1.00..
n..every three sweet wrapper can be change to get one sweet..
now u R given RM 15.00..
how many sweet tat u can get in the end?!? "


haha..tell me the answer as soon as possible..

will tell the right answer in my next post..

c ya..hehe..


p/s: answer with explanation..why u guess tat much of sweet..^^

my mood diary..

19 Jan 2009

haiz...
i'm getting more n more depress n confused..
i dunno wut should i do...

today after work..tot wanna workout..after changing..
haiz..no mood to workout liao..
run like hell..also cant make the sadness in my heart away..

ended up..go back to the changing room..
hugging my bag..
think back the incident tat make me so sad..
my tears started to roll down... :'(

i squat down in front of my locker..
n keep crying..
while there's so many ppl passing by...
guess everyone is thinking..wut happened to this gal...

i am really sad..
thinking why am i crying..
besides than cry..wut else i can do..?!

suddenly..my blade dropped out from my bag..
it makes me think back..my last time..dat i used to do so..
i cut my wrist whenever i'm sad..
in my mind..how much i hope dat my sadness will go away as my wrist bleeding with all the blood roll down...

but.. this time i din do so..
dunno wut makes me stop doing this..
maybe think back my childishness for doing so..
coz..its doesn't help..if i do so..
but.i really dunno..how long i can hold for not doing this...

i hate myself for being so emotional..!
i hate myself for dunno how to control my emotion..
i hate myself for being so useless..
i hate myself for being so terrible..
i hate to noe dat i'm nothing, compared with others....

wut should i do?!

wut can i do?!?

i really cant hold anymore..
run toward the running machine n speed up n try to run,run n run..
but its still no help..
stopped the machine..
run out of fitness first..
to cool myself down..

after awhile..
i back to FF..
to bath..
wishing to wash away my sadness..
wash away the pain of my heart..
i still remember how hot the water i put..
my skin n face was so red..n pain actually..
but..my sadness still with me...

I'm sad..!!
I'm depress..!!
I'm confused..!!
I'm dying.............


i need help.....



-waikuen-

my mood diary..

another working day..

haiz..sunday..sometimes really very lazy to wake up early in de morning to go to work..but somehow..have to..

since de day i started to work..i'm working in morning shift..
somehow..my morning shift gonna end SOON..!
haiz..just another two more days to go for my morning shift for January..

tell the truth..
altot its really lazy to wake up in de morning..
especially me..hv to wake up at 4am every morning to get ready..
haiz..wut to do?! due to i alwiz do things very slow..so hv to wake up earlier to do preparation lo..

BUT..!
i do love my morning shift..
u noe why?!
coz..
....
...
i'll the de FIRST one dat greet them GOOD MORNING for them dat come into fitness first..
to those members..dat waiting for us to open..
to the personal trainers n fitness instructor..dat hv to come early in de morning to train ppl..
to those cleaner kakak n abang..
haha..

every morning is a new beginning..
therefore..in de morning..everyone is with nice nice mood..
wen i greet them good morning..they will greet me back or give me a smile..
haha..

its really too good to be de first one dat greet he or she..
tat's why i like my morning shift.. =)

aww..but somehow..my afternoon shift gonna start soon lo..
hv to work till 11.30++pm..
@.@

but i guess its another experience dat i can gain..
let me feel the different..
n learn more things..^^

sadly say bye to my morning shift..
afternoon shift..!!
HERE I COME..!!~


p/s..tell u all something..tat i found out really funny this few day..
as u all known..to go into the gym area..
firstly they have to swap their fitness first membership card at the bar there b4 they can go in..
BUT..
there's "some" members.......
take out..
those card such as IC..credit card..bonuslink card etc..to swap..
n den asking..why cant i go in?! the machine something wrong or bla bla bla....
but actually.....
muahahaha..!!~
laugh till i stomach cramps..!!
take IC,bonuslink card,credit card to swap..hoping to get in?!?
tat's how "funny" some members are..
swt swt swt.. =.=!


18 jan 2009
20.38pm

-waikuen-

about..

17 jan 2009

today is de annual dinner of my company,fitness first..
therefore v closed at 5pm..
everyone dressed nicely to attend the dinner..
but too bad..i cant attend it..i din get the invitation..due to i'm a new comer n part timer.. X(
all staff for fitness first in whole Malaysia is going to attend this annual dinner..
wah..can think how grand the ceremony is...

my life..consider ok this recently..
not much sad thing..still dat cheerful gal i am..

but sometimes..i feel bad..
wondering in working environment..everyone must fighting each others n back stab behind?!
of coz i'm NOT one of them..
just wondering..
in my department, there's a new galz called nurul..all the seniors dont really like her..but i'm fine with her, with everyone thou..=)
today..wen my senior Patrick asked me where the nurul is..just a simple answer from me..reading newspaper n drinking coffee..(actually dat time not much customer..so dat can break awhile)..
but after dat..dat i cant expect..wen another senior come..the one dat with experience..patrick told her bout tat..den..straight away she go n call my manager about tat..
haiz..suddenly feel like..wut is this life is?!
i really wish tat we really can work as family..harmonies with no back stab..but yet..
awwwh..! i'm bad..i shouldnt say anything..i should just say i dunno..i hate be one of the backstabber dat i din mean it.. haizzzz...

ok..another way..my beloved frenz..qing yi..
at last she changed..
she is falling with the guy..
so interested in him n keep asking things bout him..
den i'm the one dat go n ask the guy everything bout him..
sigh..! how if he misunderstood dat i'm the one dat love him?!
haha..
first time i realised she got such reaction..talking with guy..n keep noticing him..
dunno y..dat day..i suddenly said.." qing yi..suddenly i feel like i dunno u? "
awww..why am i saying this?!?

but..wen i'm in bad mood..
luckily got qing yi accompany me do gym..
to release out my stress n depress..
yesterday i feel like kinda unhappy..
den after work i go n change to sport attire..workout..!!
i pulled qing yi to the running machine n run like hell..
den keep doing exercise like cycling..n many many more..
qing yi also say i really look indifferent tat day..y seems like so angry..?!
after awhile..qing yi say wanna rest awhile..
till den only she tell me..
altot u look different today n run like this..very tiring accompany u to do so..
but i more 'rela' u do gym like this rather than cut ur hand again..
i'm like...
oh yea..suddenly feel like..wut a nice frenz u are..haha..
thx alotz n sorry..coz today u tell me ur leg very pain coz yesterday..haha..
really sorry..

haiz..too many things happened in this one weeks++ time i started to work..

its another stage of my life..
written down another beautiful page in the diary of my life..
altot sad things happens..but if sad things never occur, how am i gonna noe the feeling of happiness?!

" The idea that happiness could have a share in beauty would be too much of a good thing."


ur truly,
-waikuen-

confused..

wut should i do..?!?!

Fahrenheit - 留下來 (Liu Xia Lai)

updates..

ha ha ha.. its Wednesday again.. means.. its my off day again..haha..
so..its time to update my bloggie..

haizz..dunno wut to say tim..

as i have said..i'm working recently..everyday..
so my daily routine is just work, work n work..
not dat boring..kinda busy..so so..haha..

so wut i can update here still about my work..
can just left my blog if bored to hear this from me..haha..

well..I'm working at fitness first..a gym centre..of coz..there's many leng zai n leng lui over there..
and all the personal trainer/fitness instructor body is so nice n fit..haha..

there's a very handsome + young de fitness instructor called louis..damn handsome n charming..haha..not too short, not too tall (178cm) + perfectly fit..every time wen i work morning shift..can saw him work out..do exercise..n can c him teach classes..( there's many classes in FF such as body combat,body pump,yoga,ballroom dancing,kickboxing n many many more)..
guess wut..he's one of the most popular fitness instructor dat can achieve the highest sales..muahaha..those auntie love him alotz..those auntie will very high n scream in the class..its true..! haha..n keep saying about him after his class..say very high n syoik..haha..!!

N..tat chan qing yi..dat used to be very quiet n never talk about guyz..also talk bout him..keep noticing him..say he is very busy..haha..chan qing yi..gotch..! just go ahead..i support u..muahaha..

bout me..just like to 'gap'..haha..coz really too charm liao..my senior also alwiz say..wah.," he really damn yeng..!!" haha.. he's very nice wen talking to him..n very serious wen training ppl..cool man..

i ever asked him..R u a gay..?! haha..since most of those handsome n charming guy like him..is gay..haha..n he told tat he's not..crazy me..go n ask ppl such a question.. Xp

haha..i hope he will never accidentally bump into my blog..if not..I'll die..haha..

n of coz..besides him..still got others la..those members..my senior,eleven..said there's a guy look like Daniel Wu..n yes he is..haha..bout others..of coz..got..but they R gay..haha..handsome guy in kl..mostly is gay la..

n leng lui..sure got alotz also la..my guy senior,Patrick..only greet those leng lui..=.= haha..

working at FF..sure got it benefit..not really interested with them but can 'gap' them..not bad..if not..how boring the working life is..haha..

besides working..can work out over there with FOC..haha..how good..dat day,after working..go do gym lo..but too bad..too many machines dunno how to use..haha..i mean with the right way..so with my friendly smile..i go to the personal trainer corner..n asked one of the personal trainer to teach me..haha..and i manage to do it..haha..actually if members want personal trainer,there hv to pay more den 1000++ to get one for 10 times training..one personal training session for one hours cost more then 120++..those personal trainer every hour also very treasure coz the paid due to commission..no basic salary..if they waste time on me..means they hv no salary on tat hour..haha..but they very good la..teach me also..

den i start work out lo..after run for 30 min..rest for awhile..start doing others..now..its the use of the PT..show me one by one,how to exercise with those machines..haha..due to me,too playful..n keep laughing wen training..he's like..duh..=.=!.. saying: "hey..wen i train members,they very serious de lo..not like u..where got ppl keep laughing wen doing exercise?! " haha..sorry lo..coz his face really too cute..a 19 years old guy..with baby face..so funny wen so serious teaching to do those actions..muahaha..sorry..i din mean it..!! wut a cutie guy he is..nice to bully..who ask him only 19 n younger than me few day..haha..! anyway..sorry n thankz alot,kelvin..

actually..kinda fun to work there also..everyone asked me why i wanna work at there? is it bcoz of my sister?! wut i answer is dunno..coz the real reason is..coz can do gym free + got salary sum more..! muahaha..naughty leh me.. Xp

k la..this time till here first la.. i wanna go n get ready liao..i wanna go work out again..with qing yi n eleven.. hope i can slim down as soon as possible la..haha..!!~

c ya..

=)
-waikuen-

my working dayz ^^

haha..long time din update my bloggie already..kinda busy..hehe..

yea..i am working recently.. started from 5th of january 2009..

today 7th of january..after two day of working..guess wut..?!?!

haha..i got my day off..

so happy..after two day work den got day off..haha..

can rest..so can update my bloggie..^^

hmm about my jobs..not bad is wut i can say..i got nice nice uniform..white colour blouse,deep blue colour de skirt,blazer, n scarf..totally free..

my jobs not so hard also..just hv to greet members..scan things..do vcd/dvd rental n return..payment...etc...

my daily routine is.. " hello good morning/ afternoon/ evening.. OR bye..see u again.. OR may i have ur membership card pls.. " haha..

all my others team members very nice..malay or indian who noe cantonese..others is chinese..esp..qing yi..haha..so good can work together..come together..break together..go back together..do things together..so good..got ppl accompany..no need alone..until my teams members said.." wah..y both of u so 'ngam' de..?!" haha..coz we greet members at the same time..so lo..

my woking condition also not bad..music played all the time..with cooling air-cond..clean n nice.. can c different kind of ppl..many leng zai n leng lui..cool one,nice one..foreigner..n many more..kinda funny also..of coz with of of those special members..my senior said them 'psyco'..haha..but for me..nothing also la..working ma..+ in this world really got different kind of ppl de la..no need to get angry..^^

working at leisure mall there..i met alot of ppl..cochranean i mean..haha..some of them kinda shock wen c me..my uniform wear with high-heel..haha..so suprised tat i will work there..haha..really so suprised?!?! wondering..hmm... =.= n of coz i saw some passing by but they din c me..which going to neway to sing k..i think..haha..

next..guess wut..?!?! there's once a guy(uncle) come over me n qing yi n said.." hey galz..i realised dat u smile alot hurr?!? actually wen member come in..sure with blackie face..u no need to smile to us worr..!!"
den both of us smile again..den i replied him.. " smile good ma..can brings happiness to others..wen they come in with unhappy face..but after smile with them,den they will hv a nicer mood.." lolz..!!

but actually..is we requested to do so by senior, my manager..but of coz..we willing to do so la..not being force..haha..

everything seems good in there..so far..but one thing is..my leg is killing me..!! pain like hell man..tat stupid 'high-heel'..! actually i already bought the one with the shortest heel..one inch got ar?! but still..! haiz.. guess i still not biasa with it gua.. >.<

hmm..working so far..hehe..two day actually..ok ok la.. wish all my coming day will be as smooth as now la..nothing bad happen..!! lolz..^^

actually i wish to update more post de..but i really busy..many draft n ideas but no time to post it..haiz..so hv to let it be lo..hmm....

oh yea..my off day is every Wednesday..if u all wanna date me out..find this day ba..haha..but guess also no one wanna date me out de la..lolz..!


p/s..nothing bout my working..just too happy..! i just bought Fahrenheit latest album..!! ( yue lai yue ai ~ love u more n more ) muahaha..!~just wanna share my happiness here..hehe..coz guess all tat view my blog..all is my beloved frenz..hehe..


c ya..!!~

=)

ur truly,
-waikuen-

my holidayz..^^

.:: my holidayz.. ::.

first destination : CaMeRon HighLands

tea farm..standing up here to take some photo shot..really nice view^^

the highest mountain of Cameron highlands : top of Gunung Brinchang.. 6600+ feet..tat time is raining heavily n so windy..i'm standing at a tower up there..imagine how cold i am tat time.. @@ i love here..!!~

the hotels dat i stay in Cameron highlands..Century Pines Resort..not bad..kinda nice..^^

my bedroom..with two bed + one extra bed..for me,my sister n my cousin sister.

enjoying the tea from cameron valley in my hotel room + taking a mirror pic..haha..the tea so nice..hmm..so warm..love it..haha..

strawberry farm + cactus farm

colourful cactus..

tomatoes trees..

giant pumpkins

wishing pond at the farm there..i throw a coin there n make a wish..n the coin dropped exactly in tat certain 'gold container' down there..haha..

next destination : Penang

the hotel i stayed in Penang..Vistana hotel..

view from my room..i stayed at the highest floor of the hotel..28th floor..kinda scary wen look down..but really cool..haha..can see super sea view^^

another nice view from my room^^


the next day..reached at penang hill..^^

the train tat v need travel to reach the top of the penang hill..

really nice view up there..at the top of the penang hill..can c penang bridge n rainbow^^ love it..!!~

next..to kek lok shi..my destination..to climb up all those stairs to reach the top..haha..!

tortoises on the way to kek lok shi..

yea..! i'm here..the highest floor of kek lok shi..hv to climb many stairs..but cool..! haha..

one of the view of bay nearby the penang gurney plaza..

really nice view..!~ love it alotz..hehe..

here's some of the pic about my holidays..love it alotz..!~ more pic n blog post will be update later/ soon.. kinda busy+ lazy recently..will not online alwiz..i guess..summore i gonna start work liao..haha..

enjoy those pic ba..!~

love ya..!!~

=)

-waikuen-

4th Jan 2009

04:05 am

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