sad..

actually tot i'm the one dat wanna resign.. but in the end.. the one dat resigned is my manager, kallon.. very very sad actually..

from the day i become membership consultant.. i noe he has put a lotz of time, efforts, energy in training me.. actually without him, without me today..

i'm someone dat very emotional alwiz.. but he alwiz cheer me up and help me alotz in all my way doing sales..i really appreacite him alot.. i'm glad that when everytime i wanted to give up but he didnt give up me.. thanks for alwiz motivate me and bring me up wen i'm down. show me the light wen i've lost my way.. thankz alotz.

now he want to leave us already.. actually there's no word can express my sadness of his leaving.. he will be working with others fitness club..

i really wish that he will stay here together with us.. but i dont wish to stop him thru his way of success and happiness.. i wish him all the best over there..

truly appreacite u! will miss u alwiz =)

everyone here come and go.. but i'm still here.. haizz.. why leh? >.<

- with sad feeling me -
- waikuen -

haha..i'm now at CC, typing my bloggie dat i didnt update for long time.. first time.. my colleague, jeffrey brought me here.. coz today no boss, very free.. lolz.. dont laugh at me la.. i really never been to CC before ma..

haizz.. wondering why i only post sad sad things in my blog ar? nothing happy happen in my life recently ar? >.<

oh yea.. got!

on 21st of may, i've my wonderful 21st bday celebration together with my beloved frenz, Joanne leong, siin yan and franciz.. thanks for the present and the early celebration coz i'm going on holidays for my birthday =)

but of coz, wanna wish my dear frenz, siin yan, happy 21st bdaY!!~ now u can went to casino officially.. lolz.. i noe u already been there on the first day of ur bday.. haha.. take me go along next time.. soon..! just 1 more week to go only.. =D

everyday working, really feel very tired.. but, today is the last working day for this month, i am going on leave for my bday.. i'm going to redang together with my colleague, pinky.. haha.. cant wait for that day.. at last i can rest and enjoy.. wanna get tanned like jeffrey dat just back from his holidays at phuket.. =D

21st birthday, HERE I COME..! =)


the first the serving internet in cyber cafe, me,
- waikuen-
=)

前几天鼓起勇气走进老板室里跟老板说过我要辞职，昨天走进老板办公室里，终于把辞职信拿给我老板了…我双手拿着信给他，他也双手接起我的信，突然间有心跳加速的感觉，双眼看着他就这样把我的辞职信给撕了！丢进垃圾桶里！突然间看着他，天啊，这是怎么一回事？当场傻掉…

之前同事们一直都不相信，包括我自己也不相信…以为我玩玩罢了，想不到我真的敢敢丢信了…哈哈…

也许我原因说服不了我老板放人吧…也许是我工作表现？不知道…我真的真的很累了…精神和身体都很累…每天工作从早到晚…也许我得到的工钱不少…现在的我什么都不缺…要什么，喜欢些什么，我都有能力，有本事自己买…唯一缺的就是时间…每天想着如果我有多几小时睡觉，那该多好……

在这里工作，越来越找不到方向…没日没夜，每一天都一样…真的越来越不知道为了什么…值得吗？

有时真的很羡慕，我所有的朋友同学都还在读书学习…只有我在工作…但有时他们却看好我的生活，可以靠自己，从不愁吃穿…其实我们都你看我好，我看你好罢了…各有各的辛苦和困难…只是我们的时间用在不同的方面罢了……

除了迷惘，还是迷惘…

信是给了…也给撕了…老板撕了以后就这样笑笑的离开了…天啊，这是什么一回事？答案呢？？就这样结束？！？我留下？到底怎么了？意义又是什么？

我不明白……

HaizZ....
- the blur blur confused me -
-waikuen-