越来越觉得我的facebook已经不是我可以说出我感想的地方…很无奈…小小事情可以给人大做文章，陷你入不堪的后果…不开心…还好我有这里…只有我的好友们会偶尔看看…人实在是太危险的动物，很恐怖，尤其是前后不一的人，要提防！

Somehow I wish that I could further my studies..... I wish to study actually.. But reasons reasons and reasons happened dat I couldn't do So.. Dont ask me why, I dunno how to answer... What I could say is, everything happen, happened for reasons..

Realised my facebook is too open.. Too many unknown ppl around.. My dear blog is the only place I can tell wut is in my mind.. Knowing ken is the one dat will alwiz support my unknown bloggie.. Thanks.. Lol..

Now i'm back to sales world again.. Means dat i'm back to suffer from depress and stress again.. Not happy.. Moody.. Emotional.. :(

Today I've done a presentation.. But I couldn't close it.. Wondering is dat my skills got problems? But I noe myself did pretty well..? I'm not happy at all.. Everything is not as easy as I think.. And wondering actually is dat the right decision to get back to the sales world..

I dunno dat i'm ready anot.. I dunno dat have I prepared? I just feel not good when I fail to do the things I suppose to..

I just dont want to alwiz原地踏步.. The reasons why I choose to start from beginning again is I want to improve myself and keep moving forward.. I dont want to just stay in the safety zone and do nothing different.. But what can I do.. Really wish to improve myself and gain more knowledge..

Depress.. Today din get to workout.. Stress is still in me,. Must go attend yoga classes more.. Mind and body relax.. Needed it So badly..

Challenge.. Challenges.. Challengesss..

Wish I could go thru..

I can do it..!

Wish me luck..

Body combat class.! =)

Yes! I love combat class..

After all those stupid problems that make me So angry., I decided to join jason k's combat class..

I fight.. I kick .. I punch.. I scream.. After all those kick boxing, muay thai, taekwondo..Released all my anger and stress..

Feel So much better now..

I love body combat class.! =)

Today my mood already not good.. Den now I'M ANGRY TO THE MAX..!

Dunno how those ppl work one..! Not efficient at all.!

Thought wanna do reason parking at my new working place.. Due to daily parking fees is Freaking expensive! Summore reason parking is not cheap at all.. Wanna give business to them also need to 受他们气! Purposely went to their stupid office to do the paper work.. Den when I arrived there, say need my company offer letter.. Den I brought my employment contract to them.. But then give excuses dunno the person in charge is working or not.. Den call call call.. So called person in charge is in holidays.. Back to home town.. Fine.. Den, only come back ends of the month.. Another person cannot do.. This person need to find another, another find another.. Den need another official letter from company.. He cant do anything.. Just keep giving those Freaking excuses.. Nonsense! Besides than the person in charge, others cannot do meh! No replacement meh?! If the person in charge forever never come back, work no need to do la? If the person die, the company need to close down la.?! Wut nonsense is that.. I'm paying for rm30++ per day leh.. Before they come back from Freaking holidays, I still need to pay So expensive and the pass process still need time to do.. Forever never ending cannot do work!

Not only that side, my company side also.. I just need a employee letter.. But this ask me to find that, that ask me to find that,. Tis say call who who who.. Den who who who says need to ask who who who to send email to who who who.. Who who who says not free and not their job and tis and that.!

I'm enough for all those nonsense EXCUSES.! I'm Angry! I'm on fire..! Grrr! It has been long time I never get angry.. But tis time really cant stand for all those stupid attitude..

I need to cool down! Ppl here are crazy.. I hate it..! Seriously I do!

Angry!

心情日记！

今天心情蛮好的！好久没update my bloggie 了！

休息了一个月，从新上班的第二天，感觉很好！今天上班竟然一点都不塞车，平时上下班都需要用到至少一个小时，今天十五分钟就到达目的地了！红绿灯一直都是绿的，谢谢幸运之神的降临！=)

来到这新地方，虽然没之前的那么熟悉，但这给我很舒服的感觉…昨天第一天上班，但每个人都对我好好，出去吃东西都没丢下我…以前的工作地方是全男的，只有我是女的，而现在是全女的，真的很不一样！

这里的人都好好…每个人看到都会笑笑的…很peaceful的环境！我喜欢！慢慢的喜欢上这里了…

从新踏上我那高高细细根，三寸半高的高根鞋，虽然我比较喜欢我的nike sports shoe… XD

我又开始上班了！真希望会好好的！